Forever Mine {BOOK 4}

Chapter Twelve

     I guess you can say that I always enjoyed the ocean no matter what. I always liked the thought of being at sea. I wanted to enjoy  mythe littlest of parts to witness of open water right ahead of me. And here I am literally packed my entire suitcases of everything that I think I needed to bring. And I think my shades aren't strong enough when it comes to the sun. Today is literally the most sunniest day of October.

It's October 26th, and I have to say today of the days when I'm going on a cruise ship called the Caribbean Princess. Her maiden voyage took place on July 4th, 2003. I was a year old. And here I am, getting up closer to the cruise, I didn't expect this beautiful ship to be so big. Victoria and Logan arrived the same time Christopher and I did. I'm wearing a red lace halter top and a brownish gray cardigan and high waisted jeans and sunglasses. I held onto my purse and my suitcases. Christopher went with khakis, and a Hawaiian shirt and his hair went messy from how windy this October weather is.

Lara Jean and Ty arrived a few minutes after as so did Mandy and Aaron. Mandy is still driving that Jeep that I thought she would've gotten rid of by now. She's had it since high school. Mandy is wearing a floral blue dress that passed down to her ankles and she looked pretty with blue flowers in her hair.

   I had walked hand in hand with Christopher. But in spite this closeness, I'm still pretty mad at him that he drove drunk the other night. And he spoke about not wanting children whilst he is drunk. But I still have yet to bring it up to him. Just like Ronnie. I decided to keep it from him a little while longer because I'm petty and vengeful for him lying to me about giving me kids by next year. I got my hopes up all for nothing. And I will tell him everything, but not while I'm trying to bond with my girlfriends. Something he knows nothing about.

   I was standing there about ready to board on the cruise along with many other people. But as I was standing there, in Christopher's arms, I saw a glimpse of what I thought I saw a girl with dark hair and the blue eyes.

  Moon, I think.

    I gasp but when I blink my eyes, looking for her she's gone as a car passes by. I know I saw Moon staring at me and Christopher. But for now I'll actually let it go. And so I exhaled.

   "Hey, you okay?" Christopher asked, his voice super soothing.

  I was terrified. "Yeah, I'm fine."

  I wasn't.

   "Well Em, are you excited for this or what?! Thanks to Logan! The best guy on earth!" Christopher exclaimed so excitedly.

   Logan came right up to Christopher and they both started hugging each other like crazy in such a bro hug, I had to dip from their craziness. Victoria and I stood right next to each other. As the guys bonded so well by laughing.

"You're crazy!" Logan said to Christopher.

"No, you're crazy!" Christopher repeated back to Logan.

Victoria turned to look at me.

"I'm not ready for them to get drunk. Because they're literally going to bury themselves into our vaginas." Victoria had laughed, pulling off her sunglasses and throwing them back on top of her head. "I already got my lingerie picked out for tonight. Oh, and I should mention, vibrators, and condoms are all on my checklist."

Victoria has a checklist? I literally was confused with where she was bringing all of this information but I kinda enjoyed it because we're such close friends. Lara Jean and Ty came over. They were smiling and happy as ever. And Lara Jean was smiling and I noticed a sudden glow.

"Hey Lara Jean," I said.

"Hey Emma. Victoria. You both look great. Unlike me, I look like an old lady." Lara Jean said, referring to her brown dress she was wearing, but I thought the opposite.