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𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐍𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝜗𝜚 𝑬.𝑩

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𝒔𝒖𝒎𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒚: Buck comes home to find out some happy news..

𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔: unplanned pregnancy, fluff

𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕: 694

𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒔: none

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I hold the white stick in my hands. It trembles just like the rest of my body.

My eyes stay glued to the two red lines even when it begins to blur.

My face scrunches into an ugly crying expression. The tears fall freely down my reddened cheeks only being disrupted by the hand that comes up to cover my mouth.

What was I to do now? After three tests have came back with the same positive result I think its clear what the verdict is.

My boyfriend Buck had not long left for work so I was at least thankful of that. I could use the time to think clearly and process everything.

How was I suppose to tell him? It's not that I don't think he'd be a good dad I just don't know if this is what he wants yet.

Buck is so good with Christopher and Jee-Yun but a baby of his own? And more to the point what if I'm not ready.

Once the shock has worn off and I've calmed down I grab my phone from off the counter but put it down once I realise I have no one to call. Most of my friends were Buck's friends/coworkers and I want Buck to be the first person I tell no matter how he reacts.

I set the tests on the kitchen island for when Buck gets home later that night.

As the day went on I start becoming more and more excited over this baby.

Excited and anxious butterflies flutter in my stomach as I check the clock and see that it's almost time for Buck to get home.

I don't know how long I spend staring at that clock but it seems like the wait for it to change get's longer each time.

The door opens to reveal a tired looking Buck. I bounce up from the couch to stand in front of the kitchen island, blocking the view of the tests.

"Hi baby.", he says putting his stuff down and taking me into a hug. His large arms wrap around my waist and pull me in, his head rests in the crook of my neck.

"How was work?", I ask rubbing his shoulders. "Good.", he replies, voice muffled.

I giggle as the vibrations from his answer tickle my neck.

He lifts his head up and in the process he spots the tests on the counter over my shoulder.

He pulls away from me. I look up at him confused for a mere second before I follow his gaze to the tests.

"Surprise.", I smile hopefully. He glances back and forwards from me to the tests. "W-Wha-.", he chokes on his words.

When he doesn't smile or say anything my stomach drops. I feel sick and my legs turn to jelly.

"Buck.", I murmur quietly, "Are you okay?"

"Yeah.", he says but he sounds uncertain. I move closer to him again. I place my hands on his arms gently.

"What are you thinking, Buck?", I ask.

"I'm thinking I'm going to be a dad.", he says shocked but joyous.

A wide smile spreads across his features. He lifts me off the ground and spins me before placing me back down, arms still around my waist.

He peppers kisses across my face excitedly. "I have to call Eddie and Maddie and Chim! Oh and Bobby! I have to call everyone!", he pulls away and frantically begins searching for his phone.

"Buck baby, hold on.", I stop him.

He halts and looks at me concerned. "What?! Is everything okay?", he looks puzzled.

"Oh and we have to call your parents!", He adds to the list.

"Buck,", I grab onto his arms again. "We're supposed to wait 12 weeks before we tell anyone."

He frowns. "I know you're excited Buck but it's probably for the best.", I trace a thumb across his cheek.

He begs me with his eyes, pulling the face that always makes me fold. "Fine. Just not too many people!", I shout the last part as he runs to find his phone.

I chuckle and place a hand on my stomach as I join Buck on the couch to start the phone calls.

I don't know what I was so worried about.