My Boyfriend's Dad

An Arrangement

  Gabby POV:

             Living with Hector feels more like an arrangement than a connection; I feel like I'm holding on to more than I should, and I'm starting to despise it because I know me and him deserve more than I'm physically providing; I feel like I'm giving less than I should right now, and Hector has been completely supportive throughout it all.

I love Hector and I know he does to; for the last four weeks, I have been staying at his apartment for my final exam semester; I feel really happy about it; I have been spoiled rotten; his mother came over recently, but she has been kind of nice, which is scary, but at least she has started to understand that me and her son are one now and there will be no separation.

I feel so confident lately when I am around her knowing that my man got my back the way he does, my baby rarely gets angry, but watching him go off on his mother for acting that childish is kind of funny, "you with my baby for his money", like bitch I am not that money hungry and if I was I wouldn't even let you be that nonchalant about it, she keep playing with me as if I am the one, I respect her because of Hector, but that doesn't mean I won't stand up to her. But also I won't let his mother's bad luck mess with my emotions against our relationship, because if Hector is standing with me through this situation, I won't let him stand up by himself, he got me and I got him.

She has been very friendly to me since their argument during my second week here, and I must admit that I'm really happy about it. I'm not sure if it's because he does not engage in her, which makes her nervous, or perhaps because, as she stated, I am the first girl he has actually stood up for against her judgmental behavior. She doesn't want to lose her only son, and I don't want her to be involved in our private affairs. Now that she is on the right track, I suppose it's a win-win situation.

     I have been talking with my best friend about it all, and she has been my guide, she has always been my rock, and to be honest, sometimes I feel like with my decisions and the way I have involved her in some of them, might lead her to some dangerous situations, she is more of a best friend, she is my twin, when I am feeling something, she really could feel it through her, Hector usually jokes about that, he calls us fraternal friends, and right now sitting next to her eating my morning breakfast before we head back to class, make my mind runs wilds, most of the things she pointed out is right, I haven't done anything wrong, why am I running away, Hector and I are both young, we need to learn from our mistakes to outgrow ourselves and build a bond that could strongly hold our relationship together, I have so much to learn and grow, and I know that with Hector by my side, I will be able to do it, glance, my bestie call out to me, I glance at her expecting for her lecture, you and Hector use protection, right? I just rolled my eyes at her, so what are you so afraid of?

             And if you do end up pregnant, your baby daddy is already affluent, on top of that it might cause his mother a heart attack, a win-win situation to me, she laughs, I just shake my head at her, honestly the type of shit she let out of her mouth are very lethal, can you hurry? I scolded her, while I picked up the tray to put it out of the trash and head back to class; I have so many questions I need to ask my teacher before she leaves; I only have one class today and I want to do something special for my man to cheer him up, and I know exactly what I would do; I know all of that man's weaknesses, and I am going to use it all for some fun time today.

             I decided to go home, clean up the house, and make some arrangements after saying goodbye to Brianna. I know she has a class with me, and I don't understand why she is staying there, but she has a new crush every day. I know he will arrive today at 4 p.m., but it's only 10:30 a.m., so I have enough time to do what I have planned, I've already ordered what I need, I just need to set the mood right. I want him to know how much he means to me, that his hard work pays off, and that I have him completely.

              I want to take my time to show him how much I appreciate him. I know that sex is not a gift, but right now I want to feed him my body as if I were giving it to him. I have a lot to tell him, and I want him to understand where we are going. I want this relationship to work, I want to see him happy, and for a long time, it seems like we are searching for the same thing. Right now, I see myself through him, and I want him to realize that even if the world doesn't understand us, we do, and that's okay.

I don't want him to think that our relationship is just an agreement; I want him to see and feel that we are a lover, a family, and a partner. We don't have to be on the same page all the time, but we also don't have to be friends with benefits. We have a lot to discuss, but for the time being, I want him to know that I am incredibly thankful and fortunate to have a man like him by my side, and that I genuinely love and care for him.

My heart is beating so hard in my chest,
I never feel insecure about myself, but here I am, dressed in red, waiting for my man in his living room while wearing lingerie and heels. He will be here in fifteen minutes, and I hope and pray that everything I have planned for tonight goes smoothly because I am feeling very anxious for some reason, and I don't want to feel that way. I take deep breaths and let everything out, and when I hear the keys open the door, Hector's eyes widen at the sight of me, and I can see a smirk on his face when he sees me. I'm grinning because I know that whatever I have planned for tonight will undoubtedly come to be successful.