My Boyfriend's Dad

A Purpose

Hector POV:

Meeting Gaby has been the most stressful, let alone the most challenging moment in my life; I don't really care what others think about my situation; as long as I am happy, that is all that matters to me, but Gaby, she is different, I can feel it, the way she acts, her smiles, her voice is all that I can hear every single day, it's like an obsession.

My mother always told me when love knocked on your door, let her in, nothing comes easy when it comes with dedication, even though she is not our greatest fans, but I can't fully put her on our enemies list, because her decisions in her life led her to where she is right now, she believes in fairy tales, that sometimes she got stuck on it as if it was reality, I pity her sometimes, because I couldn't imagine myself being as shallow and self-centered as she is, However, it is difficult to unlove her because she is my mother, and the situation is deteriorating day by day, and it is becoming a routine.

           As long as I know my mother, she never takes a moment to realize her mistakes, she always blames everything on everyone else but never her, Gabby may not tell me, but I know that her not want to be here with me have to be with my mother, she always popping inside my house with no problem at all, she is always judgmental towards her, even though I told her over and over again that Gabby is in need of a motherly love, I don't understand her attitude toward her at all.
My ex was a bitch, but she was always nice to her, and before you go and judge, no my ex was not in my same status, she was the same as Gaby, she just was very judgmental towards others, which is why her and my mother hit it off as well as they did, but Gabby, she is different and loving and non-judgmental, she appreciates everything I have done for her, and that is why it pains me to see as fragile as she is.

           She deserves better, and as long as she is by my side, I will make it my mission to be her number one supporter. I care for her more than I can ever imagine, which is why I want our relationship to be built on trust, loyalty, and, most importantly, support. I can't control her emotions, but I will certainly support them. When you love someone, no matter how much it pains you to agree to something they want, you must trust them to see where they are leading you.

           Watching her sleeping peacefully makes my heart melt, I want to be a good person for her, I want to cherish her, I want to be that person she relies on when she's in distress or in trouble, I don't want to lose her, my heart will break, I've loved someone before and it left me broken, and I know if she walks out on me, I will be beyond repair, I fully understand her struggle to let people in.

           So I will be by her side regardless of it all, I just hope she is with me, because a relationship should be 100% trusted, if one gives 80%, it is okay for the other to lend that 40%, I just hope Gaby doesn't disappoint me, I am not her guardian, nor her husband, but as her boyfriend, trust is all that I need from her, call it whatever you want, but an untrusted relationship is a damaged good, and I don't want her to waste my time and devotion, because I may love you but yet harm you, because at the end of the day I am human, my time is money, and if I offer it to you for free, at least lead me through it all. I am not flawless, but one thing is certain: I am not a liar.

         If you're not feeling me, tell me directly; I don't do backflips; you're either with me or not; I don't do liars, and worse, I don't do cheaters; I'm not your heart or decisions; if your desires aren't with me, that's fine with me; we tried and it didn't work, but don't drag me down while you play in my face, because now when I play in yours, I'll make it unbearable; I don't do killing, but that doesn't mean I don't fuck with a killer; I don't need to dirty my hands, I already have it covered; betrayal is a sin, and believe me, I am a sin killer; you can ask my ex if you found her remaining, and her ass is still missing to this day, and I don't care one bit; you don't play with my time at all; I am a nice person until I start despising you, at which point you become one of my enemies, with a best friend as my, best believe me, I am not the one to play with.

My mother taught me patience, my father taught me loyalty, my best friends taught me kindness and dedication, with all of this together you have what you looking at right now, a dedicated loving man, with a hint of craziness, I am not a perfectionist, I am a human being with emotions, and if I act the way I do, it's because people keep taking my kindness for granted.  I am not a pathetic man; I don't waste my time; you waste it, so I waste yours. As I previously stated, I am not a liar; I stand by what I say, and nothing will ever change my mind about it.

I trust Gaby completely; she stands firm in her beliefs, and for that, she has my complete respect. I admire a woman who does not devote herself to a guy; I admire a strong woman who does what she wants and no one can dispute her right; and I hope that humanity takes sympathy on us.

        I don't want to repeat history, because this time I know I'll have to do it myself because I'm way too invested in this relationship; she means so much to me that I feel like my world will fall apart if I do something with her; I love her too much to bear that pain, but mercy is on her hand, not mine; if she hurts me, I know I'll bring fear into her life and cause it to fall apart.

I don't want to repeat history, because this time I know I'll have to do it myself because I'm way too invested in this relationship; she means so much to me that I feel like my world will fall apart if I do something with her; I love her too much to bear that pain, but mercy is on her hand, not mine; if she hurts me, I know I'll bring fear into her life and cause it to fall apart.