My Boyfriend's Dad

A Meeting

Finally, we arrived in England; his father had sent someone to pick us up from the airport, so we didn't really have the time to see all around the place; when I arrived at the hotel, we just checked in and walked right in; it was already dark outside and I was too tired to even do anything; we spent too many hours on the plane, even though I was sleeping most of the time, but it was the most uncomfortable thing I had ever done; It wasn't because it was a terrible experience; traveling in an expensive plane is like living the dream, but being up there for so many hours made it insufferable, so the moment I walked into the hotel room, I had a hot shower and fell asleep.

By the time I woke up, it was about 11 a.m., Hector was on the phone with his father, when he turned around and saw me, he was already approaching me with breakfast, I sit up and start eating my breakfast, my body feels so much better than before, I feel energized, when I was done, I took a warm bath again, and wait to see where today goes, I watch a couple of movies and news, I'm bored, so I beg Hector to go outside and do something, at first he hesitated but then he gave in.

We were walking down the lobby when my eyes caught the sight of a man, I know that man perfectly well, my boyfriend father, I was so shocked to see him there, Hector excitedly drag me toward him, he was so happy to see us, he embraced us and asked us about our days, we went to a little restaurant down the street and we stayed out the lobby waiting for it to open, we started to talk about our relationship to him, to inform him about our bonds, he was smiling at us the whole time, laughing at some of our conversations, his eyes glued to me, reading me like a book, I feel naked at his gaze, I saw that man plenty of times but never like that before, and his gaze left me feeling so warm for some reason, but our eyes shifted towards Hector listening to his voice, by the time Hector was done telling the story, his father eyes was reading us, and then with a smile, he gave us his blessing, by that time the restaurant was already open.

We ate dinner and then he told us he would pick us up tomorrow morning around nine. We said our goodbyes and continued our day, but my body couldn't handle the heat. I know it's wrong, but I couldn't help but be entangled with this desire, with one touch I am already feeling like this, how will I handle being around him for the next few weeks? I shrug those sensations away and allow my attention wander to my boyfriend; I am no longer that type of woman, and I should be better than before.

No matter how much my body betrayed me, I need to learn to accept what I got. I used to be greedy and end up losing more than I deserved. I mean, never in a million years would I have thought his wife would have killed him, but when you catch your husband of 15 years fucking your son girlfriend, what did I expect? I leave that past behind me for a reason, and I don't plan on doing it again; once is enough for me to learn my lesson.

Greed is a human downfall, Fabian was a sweet man, loving and caring, but his father brought something special in me that I couldn't resist, and with temptation on our side we slid into the most dangerous place, and as a result, I destroyed a whole family, my poor dad didn't even know what to do in this situation, so we ran away from it and left Philadelphia  to live here in New York, thinking about it now makes my body crawl out of disappointment and disgust, I am no longer that vulnerable 17-year-old; I am an adult, and my lover hot dad will not drive me to self-destruction; I will keep my distance from him, and I am confident that everything will be well.

Tomorrow I will be at his house, and as much as I trust my instincts, I just hope I don't disappoint myself, because Hector and Fabian may have the same character, but that doesn't mean they will have the same reaction, and I just hope I don't have to dig up my own grave, because Hector's best friend is not someone to play with, because Hector may forgive and forget, but I know one thing Sebastian wouldn't, so for the sake of it all, please think with your head, Gabby, but not that thing between your legs.