Girls

Chapter 30- The End

For the rest of junior year, I was in relationship after relationship. I wouldn't even count some of them as relationships but more like friends with benefits, I guess. Flirted and messed around every chance I got, and only for the soul purpose to feel something, anything other than my heartache. I was using people like they were pain killers, and after the effects of them had worn off on me, I'd be back to the pain. 

I'd be lying if I said I didn't still have a little bit of love left for her, but I think somehow I always will. She will always be the first girl I ever loved and the deciding kiss that I made me realize that I am, in fact, a lesbian. She'll always be a part of the happy memories I made during high school and I'd like to think that in her own way, Sabrina loved me like I loved her. It was a messy, frustrating and complicated love, but at the time, it was the best I'd ever known.

Now, as I walk the stage in front of my graduating class with my diploma in hand, the sounds of the crowd clapping and my class cheering, I can confidently say I am full of a new kind of love. I am full from the love from my friends and the love from the beautiful girl with the wavy chestnut brown hair and the warmest eyes.

So thank you, Sabrina, for being my first love and my first heartbreak. Without you, I might not be the person I am now.

The End

Final Song- I'll Be Good by Jaymes Young

Authors note-

I would like to thank all of my readers for not giving up on me and my super slow updates and slightly terrible chapters. It's encouraging for me to know that what I am writing is being read by people and it makes me want to keep doing it! A huge ass thank you to my best friends, Tyler(ThatOneBlondeGuy) and Shannon(PaciFicAMV). Without you guys my world would be hella bland and boring and not worth fussing over. You both make me better person and I'm so grateful to have you in my life.

I really hope you all enjoyed this story. 99.99% of this is true, minus a few over exaggerated parts and some names due to privacy stuff. The beautiful girl with the wavy brown hair is actually my current girlfriend and we have been together for almost ten months now. I am also so extremely grateful to have such a supportive, loving and amazing person to call mine. She's a goof, y'all would really love her (everybody does {but not like me bc I'll kick their ass}) ANYWAYS

Thank you guys again for sticking with me!

I will probably be writing another story soon, so if anybody has some ideas they wanna throw out there, feel free to message me (:

Love you guys!