Merediths POV
Derek and I just had sex and got caught by his wife I didn't even know about.
"Derek what the hell is going on?" Addison asked as she walked in
"You just wanted to srew someone to get over being screwed or what" i yelled
"Meredith I am so sorry.."
"I'm going now, that you and your wife can continue where we stopped" i said harsh
"Meredith please let me explain" he said
"What is there to explain? You have a secret wife and I am fucking pregnant with your child Derek. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU" i yelled
"I–You are what?" he asked stuttering
"Yeah 3 weeks now.." i said with tears in my eyes
"Mer...I'm so sorry" guilt was over his face spread
"You better be" i said while leaving
He wanted to run after me but his wife has probably stopped him, because when I arrived at my car no one was behind me. I started sobbing hard and my shoulders began to shake.
2 Weeks later
I was working now nonstop since a week and I felt exhausted. Everytime I would see Derek in the last two weeks I would avoid him but now I couldn't. We needed to scrub in on a surgery together.
"Can we please talk Meredith" he said as soon as I walked into the scrub room
"Fine..you have 5 minutes" i said hesitantly
"Look I didn't mean to hurt you and I rea-"
I interrupted him "Are you going to leave her" i asked
"What do you mean"
"Are you serious? I asked if you're going to leave her"
"Meredith..I'm married with her for eleven years thats a long time to just give it up now"
"Fine do what ever you want but THIS child is going to be MINE and you will never be a father to it" i said harsh
"I have-" "Shut up" i interrupted him again.
A few hours later I couldn't find him anymore. We needed to do a check up on our patient. I asked around till Dr.Webber told me he left to go back to his wife. When I heard that I immediently ran into an on call room and started crying and breathing heavily when Alex came in.
"Mer..what is going on?" he asked but I couldn't answer because my breathing was to heavy. He helped me to calm down.
"What happened Mer..I've never seen you like this before?"
"I'm pregnant and Derek..he left with his wife" tears were streaming down my face again
"I'm so sorry Mer but I'll be there for you okay?"
YOU ARE READING
The past hits
RomanceDerek choose Addison and left Meredith pregenant alone.But now derek returns to Seattle and he sees how bad he hurt Meredith. TW Sh,suicide
