Dearest and sweetest love of mine,
Happiest Birthdayyyyy to you!
May you get all the happiness, love, smiles and luxuries of the world.
I've wished you today or, if I say specifically, I've messaged you after like 3 months which, obviously, felt like decades. I had decided to just walk out of your life and never come back to cause you any kind of trouble anymore. But I failed to even do that too.
I'm sorry, I failed to be a good friend. When you trusted me and needed me the most, I was left with no other option than leaving you, all alone. Such a useless friend I'm, really. I'm sorry, I tried my best but couldn't able to pretend "just friends" stuff anymore. I thought this will be the best for you so, I just left, again, without any goodbye!
But when I couldn't able to bear the pain of separation from you, I recently shared this with one of my trustworthy friends. And asked me just one thing—
'Do you still wanna stay friends with her?'
Without even taking a second, I replied—
'Obviously! Is that even a question?'
And he said—
'Then don't think about anything else. She is special to you!'
So, there I am, ended up with the conclusion that you're, indeed, so special to me and you will always be, no matter what! Whether we are together or not, and, even if you'll be with someone else, that's not gonna change the fact that how special you are to me and how much in love I'm with you!
So, I just messaged you to wish your birthday, not knowing what else I should say, feeling the mixed emotions of hurt, shame and guilt to face you after ghosting you for such a long period.
I couldn't able to do anything anymore so, here, I'm publishing this book dedicating to you. I can't tell you all these directly so, I would rather put all of my love for you on the paper. Obviously, it's not all of my love but just a little bit of pieces as, no matter how much I write, I will never be able to describe exactly how much I love you!
I love you my girl!
Stay healthy, happy and keep on smiling...
Your perhaps "just friend"
khushi
★~~• 22 October, 2024 •~~★
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PoetryWe are not written in the stars... "Because she is meant to be written by me!" ~khushicreates All the photos are being taken from Google, it doesn't belong to me.
