stray kids imagines

han jisung : i need you

Summary: you're both idols under jyp so both of your groups are doin content together. While filming it you have am anxiety attack.
Word count: 1536 words
Warnings: anxiety, language
A/n: ik svt says 'say the name' but I just used it for this imagine
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Your group black llabel and stray kids were filming joint content where you guys are staying at some house together. You are the leader of a unisex group that has 4 girls and 6 boys and you are stray kids sunbaenim. You and jisung have been dating for quite a while but only the company and your team members know.

Everyone is standing outside the house ready to greet everyone. "Ok Everyone let's say hi 1,2, say the name black llabel, annyeonghaseyo black label imnida" you start with your members joining in at the greeting. Everyone starts clapping after you introduce yourselves.

"1,2 step out annyeonghaseyo stray kids imnida" after they introduce themselves another round of applause erupts. "Alright why don't you read today's agenda for us" a staff member says handing you a card. But you hand it to your member hyejin because your didn't feel like talking as your anxiety had been troubling you lately making you feel terrible. She begins saying, " today blk and skz will be doing a variety of fun games and challenges in order to win a big prize  but before that let's have a fun day to relax and enjoy some tasty food." Everyone starts screaming and shouting as they hear the word food. "Allright everyone why don't we head inside"

After settling in they ring a siren to call everyone downstairs and when their all there they say we are gonna have a barbecue outside and with that everyone starts preparing.

Now everyone is outside while chan and your member taeyun are cooking the meat and everyone else is sitting and chatting on the long table. Unable to keep up with them you just sit listening to them talk and joke around. You haven't said one word this entire evening making jisung worried. He sits a couple seats away from you and with the cameras being on it made it hard to talk to you since he knew you wouldn't want a dating scandal.

All of a sudden you wake up from your seat and go to your manager, "I'm not feeling well you think I can go and get some rest?"

"Yea of course if you need anything call me" he says patting your back as you made your made your way to your room.

Jisungs eyes follow your every move and wants nothing more than to follow you but knowing he can't makes him feel terrible. "Hey where'd noona go?" Your member, mun asks jisung. "She wasn't feeling well so she went to bed hyung"

"Oh okay" he says going to help chan and taeyun with cooking the food.

You finally made it to your room and go to lay down on your bed but as you go you see 3 camera so you go to turn them all off. Kicking your shoes off you, you remove your mic and sit down on a couch that was there. As you were Scrolling Through your phone you start to sweat profusely, putting your phone down your hand move to your chest as it starts to hurt. Going to stand up you immediately sit back down as you have trouble breathing and are feeling dizzy and soon you realize you're having an anxiety attack.

You have no idea what to do so the only thing you could think of was jisung. He always helped your with your attacks so you needed him. Grabbing your phone you go to message him, 'I need you'. And withing a few seconds he responds and says ' what happen'. But you were starting to shake badly and could only manage to type 'please'.

Jisung stared at the message and immediately got up going to his manager saying he needs the bathroom. Running up to your room, not caring if the cameras saw him because he knew they'd cut it out. He enters you room to see you sitting on the floor, back against the couch, holding your chest trying to breath. He immediately ran to you wrapping his arms around you, his hand grabs the back of your head moving it to lay on his chest. He could feel you shaking terribly while holding you which made his heart break.

"Hey baby, I'm here baby I'm here, come on breath with me love "he says guiding you with your breathing so it could match his.

"Baby look at me" he guides your head so you could look at him. Looking at him with bloodshot eyes he says, " can you name me 3 things you can see"

"U-uhm bed, TV a-and you"

"Ok that's great love now can you name me 3 things your can hear." He says in the most softest and the most gentle tone ever.

"The members a-are playing music, t-the water from the p-pool, and you"

"See you're doing amazing love now can you name me 3 things you can feel "he says looking into your eyes holding and caressesing your face.

"I-i can feel the c-cold floor, the c-couch and I can f-feel you ji" you stutter holding on too him for dear life.

After your breathing starts normalizing he Immediately grabs you and hugs you so tightly, afraid you might disappear. You hug him back just as tight, but not very tight just how much your energy allows you too. "Do you wanna tell  me what happened baby" he says breaking the silence a couple minutes later. "I was feeling it the whole day and then when I came here it just happened."

"It's okay baby, I'm here I won't let anything happen to you, I'll protect you" he says kissing your head after you lay back on his chest. "Ji I'm so sorry I shouldn't have messaged you, I ruined your evening I'm sorry"

"No don't say that, you didn't ruin anything you understand me, you have absolutely nothing to worry about. You didn't ruin anything, if anything you did the right thing messaging me. If not to help you when you need me why else am I here." As he says all this he wipes tears that have escaped your eyes.

He helps you sit on the couch and then grabs a water bottle from the table and joins you on the couch. He notices how your still shaking, so he opens the bottle and places on hand under your chin to help you drink some. After he places the bottle back down he sits against the arm rest and lays your body on his chest. Each of his legs on either side of you, not in a sexual way but in a smooth and calming way. Your head rests just under his and he starts to play with your hair.

"Y/n-yaa I love you so much, I don't know what I'd do without you" he lays his soft lips on top of your head and just leaves it there for a while.

"I love you too baby, so much"

Comfort and love fills the air as you to just lay in each other's arms. Before you realize it you fall asleep in his arms and he notices as you go limp in his arms. Chuckling silently he mumbles, "Oh my sweet girl, if only you knew how much you mean to me, I'd do anything just to see you smile. My pretty girl"

Back outside Lee know notices han missing so he asks his manager where he is. He says he's been gone for a while now but he said he went to the bathroom. And Lee know being Lee know was looking for him so he went upstairs to check for him. Searching all the rooms he finally realizes you weren't there too. So out of curiosity he went to your room you shared with your members, he sees the door open slightly. He peeks on slowly not wanting to see anything he wasn't meant to see, he sees you and han on the couch.

Han notices his friend standing my the door and mouths a 'what happen'. Walking further towards he notices you tear stained face and how han seems to be comforting you even in your sleep. 'What happen to noona' he mouths back worried for one of his best friends. 'Anxiety attack' was all he said to made Lee know worry for you. He was one of your closest friends and the one you told everything to so he was bound to be worried for you. 'Is she okay'

Han replies with a subtle nod smiling at his friend letting him now everything was alright. He then whispers "why were you looking for me"

"Oh yea I just wanted to know where you disappeared to for so long but I see you're quite busy so I'll just tell him you're sleeping. I'll see you in the morning, goodnight hannie"

"Goodnight hyung"

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Done♡