two birds

27

"his stress level was really high. it's definitely the reason he fainted. he should wake up soon tho. after he does, we will do some tests and then decide if he should stay overnight, or if he will be okay to go home."
the doctor said.

mr. han nodded, and the doctor bowed, before leaving.

I saw mr. han roll his eyes, before taking his phone.
"this fucking disappointment can't do anything right. I have to go back to the event, I won't be waiting here until he decides to wake up. just stay here and do whatever the doctors tell you to do."
he told me, and I fucking felt like punching him.

as I watched him leave, I sat on the chair, sighing.
jisung will be so sad when he wakes up and his father won't be by his side.
I fucking hate him.
he's ruining everything.
especially my jisung, he's a broken mess because of him.
but he's my beautiful broken mess.

even tho I know that he will be okay, I still feel so scared.
seeing the person you love most on his world fainting is a moment you're not forgetting soon.

I closed my eyes and tilted my head.
I wasn't able to be in jisungs room, since he wasn't awake yet, and he needed to wake up calm, or something.
the doctor said it differently, but I wasn't really listening.
I was worried about jisung, because I didn't know if he would be okay.

I've been sitting here for like ten minutes already.
I just want him to wake up.
I want to hug him, and kiss his adorable face.
and especially, I needed him to know he didn't do anything wrong, because I know for a fact that he will be blaming himself so much when he wakes up.
especially when he finds out his father left.

the thing that was on my mind was the fact that jisung was right.
he wasn't ready, nor able to take over the company.
his huge social anxiety, caused by his isolation, won't disappear anytime soon.
I honestly don't think it will ever disappear.
it's also something his therapist said.

"you're here with mr. han right?"
a nurse came up to me.

I got up, nodding.

she looked around, confused.
"where is he?"

I sighed.
"he left. he told me that I'm supposed to stay here with jisung."

"alright then. mr. han jisung woke up few minutes ago. you're now able to go inside."
she told me.

my eyes widened.
"really?"

"yes, but be silent, calm. like I said, he just woke up, and we don't want to stress him."

I nodded, and she lead me to jisungs room.
after she showed me which door it was, she left.
and I went inside.

jisungs eyes filled with tears when he saw me.
I wish I would be able to say that I stayed calm and collected, but I didn't.
I rushed to him, and gently pulled him in for a hug, few tears escaping my eyes as I did.

"gosh, I'm so glad you're okay."
I sighed, as I caressed his back.

he was sobbing into my shoulder, and I wasn't sure if it was because he fainted on the event, or because he just...I don't know, missed me?
yeah, definitely the first one.

"hey, it's okay, don't cry, everything is going to be okay."
I whispered.

"I-I messed up everything."
he sobbed out.
"what's wrong with me?"

"hey, nothing is wrong with you."
I said, pulling away from the hug and kissing his forehead.
"it's not your fault. it's not. so don't cry, or feel bad."

"but, the event-"

"it went by smoothly. it's still going on I think. eventually someone else had a speech, and now it's going how it was planned all along. you didn't ruin anything."

"is...is my dad here?"

fuck, I knew this was going to happen.
but my heart broke nevertheless.

jisung sighed, before looking down.
"he's not here, right? he left."

I gave him a small apologetic smile.
"yeah, he went back on the event."
I said, before caressing his thigh.
"but I'm here, okay?"

he looked up, quickly wiping his tears.
"it's not like I have expected him to be here anyway."

I sighed, caressing his hair.
no more words needed to be said, and he had to rest.

suddenly, the nurse came inside.
"so, good news, you will be able to go home today. it's nothing serious, and after a few more tests you will be free to go."
she said, before looking at me.
"we called Mr. Han and he told us that you're responsible for Mr. han jisung, so we will need you to sign something later."

I nodded, and she left again, leaving us alone.

"I'm scared to go home."
he whispered.

I gave him a sad small smile, before kissing his forehead and getting up.
"I know, but hey, like I said, just twenty more years."

"you're not helping."
he sighed.

"no, I'm truly not."
I nodded.
"but the positive thing is that you're okay, and that's all that matters."

A/N:
a bit shorter chapter, just a little tho.
I have been working on this for three days since I couldn't find a motivation to finish it😭🤞🏻