Daddy Issues /Ghost x reader/

19.

You've never felt so loved and hated at the same time before.. Even though Ghost thinks you can see right through him, it's still all foggy. When he looks at you, it's like you're the love of his life, like he doesn't even want anyone else. But the second you guys start talking about actual relationship matters, it all goes south. And then, all the love and affection goes out of his eyes, changing to something even he couldn't define..

When you arrive, he opens the door again, helping you out but he doesn't exactly have that love back in his eyes. He looks a bit broken if anything, so you grab onto his hand tightly as he accompanies you back to your quarters, locking the door when you're both in.

"I'm sorry, y/n.." He sighs, kneeling before you after you sit down on the bed. "I'm completely incapable of having an actual relationship.." He looks up at her, his eyes still reflecting how broken he is at the moment.

"That's not true.. You might not be used to being in a relationship, but I promise you that you're already better than most of my exes." She smiles down at him.

"I'd hope so." He smiles a bit, gently taking one of her feet into his hands, unclipping her heels and gently taking it off before softly kissing her knee. "I'll try more.. I'll be better, love." He looks up at her, noticing how red her whole face is. "You liked that, hm?" He chuckles, going up her thigh with his kisses.

"I thought you said we weren't even remotely close to having sex." She smiles down at him.

"As far as I know, this is not that close to sex." He smirks, grabbing her hips and pulling her close, his face basically between her thighs, mouth only a couple inches away from the point where they both want it to be.

"That's dangerously close, Ghost.." She bites in her bottom lip, one hand going into his hair. He stands up, gently putting a hand under her chin and making her look up at him.

"Do you mind it?" He whispers.

"Not really.." She stands up as well, but before she could say anything else, he spins her around and starts unzipping her dress.

"I'll just get you into a relaxing shower and then bed, okay? You need to rest." He whispers into her ear and gently kisses on the back of her neck, his free hand slowly traveling down her body and as the zipper gets to its end, the dress basically slides off her body with a bit of help from him.

"Are you working me up on purpose to just leave me alone after?"

"I'd never rush into things with someone so special to me, y/n." He whispers, gently lifting her up and taking her to the bathroom. "The only thing I can promise you right now is that I'll take care of you."

"I guess my daddy issues like that too." She smiles, looking up into his eyes. He smiles back and as he puts her down, he unclips her bra, but even after all her clothes are off, his eyes stay focused on hers. He isn't even thinking about checking her out, afraid that he'd make her feel uncomfortable. She chuckles a bit after her cheeks start going red and looks down in her embarassment.

"What's so funny, little girl?" He smiles, gently tucking a lonely strand of hair behind her ear.

"I'd never think you would refrain from checking me out."

"I told you, I have self-control. If I didn't care about making you feel comfortable, my eyes would be all over you." He leans in close, but before she could do anything, he lifts her up and puts her under the shower head. "I'll bring you pjs. Hurry up, it's late." He grumbles and leaves the room, closing the door. He could feel his pants getting tighter in there, even though he only saw her eyes.. All that skin color in his vision was making him go pretty much nuts.