Living Off Past Trauma.

Pain

A/N: Notice at the end of this chapter

Onika Jones//Oni
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These past few days, it felt as if I was dying. These back pains, stomach aches and headaches are starting to annoy me. Like I can barely do anything because I'm in so much pain. My cooch hurts too. The fuck.

"Okay we going to the doctor's office." Lamar said as he stood up from the couch. "No, I'm fine." I said as I followed him out of the study. "Oni, you have been in pain for like a week or two and shits starting to worry me." He stopped and turned around. "It's prolly just an upcoming flu." I said. "Flu, seriously?" He looked at me as if I was dumb.

"Baby, I'm fine, seriously. Look, you got somewhere to be, so go. And no buts." I said walking into our room. "Okay but if anything happens, call me." He said as he took his wallet that was on the bed. "Yea yea, chillout." I rolled my eyes at him. He sucked his teeth and pulled me into a kiss.

"Leave me aloneeeee." I giggled. "Mane you such a cockblocker." He said. Cockblocker, what?

"Go." I turned around and walked into the bathroom.

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"No but like for real tho. Why would she think it's normal to have an affair with her stepdad." Said Lola. She was telling me about how this woman who came into the tattoo parlor today was dating her stepdad. That's just concerning as fuck.

"Prolly tryna recreate those scenes you see on XVideos." I said as I walked into the kitchen. "Yea and bro, this woman still proceeds to tell me about his dick and how big it is." She rolled her eyes. She was at work sitting on the couch since she just finished doing someone's tattoo. "Sickkkkk. Why the fuck would she tell you about her dad's dick? Is she tryna convince you into dating your dad because he might also have a big dick?" I asked with disgust written all over my face as I sipped on my milk.

"That's what I was thinking too. Like what must I do. And she still proceeds to show me a fucking picture of her sucking it. It's not even big. Rather it's small and soggy and raggedy as fuck." I burst out laughing. He's prolly old, I don't know. "That's disgusting. Was she tryna make you send her home?" I said. "I have no idea. The cum didn't even look like cum. It looked like infected discharge." She said with utter disgust. Oh my gosh, I burst into a cackling hyaena. "It was yellow and gree-"

"Ewwwww shut the fuck up. I've heard enough." I said, cutting her off.

"Speaking of cum, did you know that milk is basically cum but from a dairy cow." I ended up spitting my milk out. "Lani what the fuck man. What's wrong with you?" I cried out. "Ey I'm just saying. But like think about it doe. What happens when you beat a dick, cum comes out, and what happens when you do the same to a cow? Exactly." She stated. What the actual fuckidy fuck?

"Again, I'm just saying." She shrug. "Girl you ain't normal." I laughed out. "Meh."

"Soooo, you and Taylor." I wiggled my eyebrows. "What about us?" She asked. "Girl I can see you two have feelings for eachother. Y'alls would look soooo cute together." I cooed. But they would though. Tai is a hot and handsome dude with a great personality. One that resembles Lani and she's been so happy ever since she met him. I can see he has a great impact on her life.

"Shut up." She turned her face to the side, trying to hold in her smile. "Awww she's blushing." I said. "No I'm not."

"Lola and Taylor, sitting in the tree. K.i.s.s.i-"

"Bro bye." She laughed and hung up. I put my phone down and looked at my cup of milk. "We'll Ian wasting this shit."

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"Yo sis-"

"Fuckoff man." said my sister, pushing my brother away. "Why you so rude." Lamar's sister said. So these little monkey's decided to crash my afternoon by calling me. Why?

I MYSELF DON'T KNOW.

"Girl fuckoff too. You might as well go with him and suck his dick." Said Zaila.

"You know I like pussy." Answered Amina. Yes she's lesbian and for some reason, the one thing on her bucket list is to eat my sister's pussy...the heck. "Y'alls weird. Anyways sis, can you send me seventy bucks please." He asked.

"Eh?"

"I'm hungry." He said. "Don't you have a fridge filled with food?" I asked. "Nahhhh. House broke."

"I don't see how this a me problem?" I stated. "You my big sis." He whined. "I don't see how that has to do with anything. In fact, who told you that the older siblings always have money?" I asked.

"Well you have a job. A pretty popular one and you have a boyfriend who has an income of 3.5million a month. How don't you have money?"

This nigga-....

Well it's actually 4.5million but anyways...

"Firstly, just because I have a popular salon, doesn't mean I always have money." I'm lying. No "And secondly, Lamar's income don't have anything to do with me. Just caz he has money, don't mean I'm finna dig it outta him."

"So it's a yes then?" Did this guy not understand anything I just said?

"Boy bye."

"Damn." He sighed and walked away. "Kids, I'm finna go do some shit now so bye." Zaila and Amina said bye back and hung up.

I stood up from the bed and instantly felt a sharp pain on my lower back. Why does this keep happening?

I took one step towards the door and it felt as if someone was stabbing me in the gut with a knife multiple times. "Baby I'm homeee." I heard Lamar shout from the bottom of the stairs. His footsteps got louder and soon the door opened.

"Yo, you okay?" He asked with panicked expression as he helped me sit on the bed. "I-i was doing fine and suddenly my back and lower abdomen started hurting again. It feels as if the inside of my cooch is contracting. It feels hollow, and-and it hurts like ass." I cried out. Yes tears were rolling down my cheeks. "Eyyy shush shush." He hugged me. Suddenly, I felt a lump run up my throat and I shot up and burst into the bathroom and to the toilet.

A nasty amount of vomit came out my mouth. "Whoaaa." I heard as I felt Lamar pull my hair back. "Fucks going-" I was cut off by more vomit coming out my mouth.

"Shit, did you eat something bad?" He asked and he helped me up. "No...I just ate some leftovers from last night and a greek salad." I said as I brushed my teeth. "Maybe that's why you vomited. You do eat that shit a lot." He said. Nigga seriously did not just disrespect me right now.

I turned my head around slowly and shit him a death glare. "Chill. But on a serious note tho, we need to go get you checked out."

"Yea I guess so-" I let out a loud sneeze. "The fuck?"

"What?"

"I'm slightly feeling better now." I turned and looked at him. "...okay I'm seriously confused." He said. "Me too." I shrug as I walked out the bathroom.

"Well we still finna go to the the doctor's office." He said. Mxm... seriously?

"Aye aye captain." I rolled my eyes at him
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Hi guys, Sacred Voss here. Sorry for the irregular updates. I haven't been obtainable due to the fact that I've started with my final end-of-the-year examination. So, as you can guess, I have to study hard and shit. I'll try to find some time to update somewhere later on tonight or next okay.

Till then....