Back from the veil

Chapter 19 : Dumbledore's lesson

The next morning Harry's stomach was upside down at breakfast. Realising that even the most common order missions could end up badly ended up in a nightmare in which he saw Sirius then the Weasley dying. He tried to get past his anxiety because he knew it was stupid. With a war coming of course people would get hurt and he felt really dumb reacting like that after seeing Sirius with only a scratch. His godfather has survived to far worse and he knew it but still the memory of that night in the department of mystery and how close he was to loosing his only family member left was vivid in his mind.

"Harry? Are you okay? You're not eating" Hermione's voice stopped his intruding thoughts

"Mmh, I'm not really hungry I did not sleep very well to be honest"

"Don't tell me Sirius went hard on you for that detention, I won't believe it" joked Ron

"No, that's not it, though he actually tried lecturing me about it but failed miserably he ended up 'threatening me' to ask your mum advices on owler" Harry gave a sad smile

"I should send my mum to ask him advices on how to be a cool parent" smiled Ron "so what's on your mind?"

"Is your scar hurting you again Harry?" Asked Hermione

"No I guess a proper occlimency training with someone who doesn't really want to invade my personal inner thoughts must have helped. I just had a normal nightmare"

"So nothing like the visions you had last year?" Asked Hermione with a concern look

"No just a stupid nightmare about people I care dying. The basic watch out for the order Sirius did two days ago kind of ended up in a fight, he has a big scratch and that somehow reminded me of what's out there for me and of the possibility of loosing someone again" responded Harry in honesty

"Oh Harry, try not to thing about that. I'm sure they have everything under control" said Hermione with a reassuring voice

"Do you know if anyone else was injured?" Asked Ron concerned

"No but he doesn't tell me a lot about the order. I guess if someone we know was hurt he would have told me.

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The rest of the week went quite well quiddich training was going well and it was a very good news because the first match of the season was against the snakes so Harry was even more motivated to win. He noticed that Lavender Brown seems to come to almost every practice session and was kind of focused on Ron. Dean Thomas was there to cheering for Ginny and that really annoyed Harry. But why? Was it because her parfume was one of the smells in the amortentia? No, that was stupid he must have had it wrong Ginny was his best friend's sister. Still she flew so well and Harry was sometimes only aware of her movements and not the other team members.

The lesson with Dumbledore arrived very soon. Harry knocked on the door and waited for Dumbledore's permission to go in

"Good evening professor"

"Ah Harry, Have a sit. I heard you are very busy lately, with all those quiddich practises and already a detention on your belt" said Dumbledore in his normal tone

"Er" began Harry

"Don't worry Harry I'm not here to give you a morality lesson" cut Dumbledore

"So why am I here exactly professor?"

"Because I think it is time for you to learn some new information now that you know about the prophecy"

"But you said the last time we where here that you were not going to hide anything for me ever again.... Sir" Harry tried but couldn't hide the accusation in his voice. He have always liked Dumbledore very much but with the events of the past year he just realised he was still a little bit angry at his headmaster.