Piece

Outside

Next day, I have decided to go check on a newspaper for the news of that worthless and useless fucking bastard that I had killed yesterday, and I am walking outside now, and I come across a newspaper that is laying on a ground below of me, and soon after I pick it up, I see the cover of it and what it contains with a head story that reads, (Guy found murdered at alley. Horrific scene.) I look at it briefly as I go get my daily meal. Before I left my apartment behind of me I had already eaten few pieces of my gluten free bread, with some low fat meat slices on them. I only eat gluten free bread. And less meat and vegan meat, why? Because each of the meats that I have tried out had made me feel sick. But do I feel towards animals at all? Yes I do and always have. But they have a awful existence regardless, so why would I need to dwell on something like that .. when it cannot be changed.

I drop the newspaper on the ground as I reach a meal place nearby of me and I walk in there through a door by opening it fast and stepping inside fastly pass the doorway and I look at a menu above a front desk on my right side and I decide to take a sandwich with low fat meat and some fresh salad on them, and then I turn towards a desk worker who is a guy and I say to him, "Hi. One chicken sandwich pleas." And the guy says to me, "Right away sir. Which bread do you want?" And I answer to him, "Gluten free. Also I want the chicken to be in low fat with fresh salad that are shown in the picture above of us." The guy looks at me slightly shooked and he says to me, "Oh. Yeah. Of course! I just asked what bread you wanted. All we have on the menu are exactly as you order them to be. Dear sir." I look at him and then I say to him, "My apologies. I must have thought otherwise for some reason." And the guy yells at me, "No worries! It happens. Is this your first time of being here?" And I say to him, "Yes it is." And he says to me, "That explains a lot. Don't worry you will get what you order. Guaranteed." He winks at me with his right eye clearly flirting with me and I say to him, "Okay. Thanks." And then he smiles and gets onto making me my sandwich. And I look around of me to my right and left and then behind of me, and I notice the entire place half empty, it must be because it is an early day. Why else there would be barely any people in here? I take my credit card out of my right side of my jean's pocket fastly and shortly after that, the guy gives me my order and says to me, "Card or cash?" And I answer to him, "Card." And he smiles at me and says to me, "Alright handsome. Here is the card reader." And he shows me the card reader putting it right in front of me on the desk between of us and I smirk a little at him and then I say to him, "Alright. Thanks." And I put my card through the card reader and it instantly accepts it as usual. And then the guy says to me, "Anything else I can do for you?" And I put my card back into my jean's pocket and I answer back to him, "Not at the moment. Thanks." And after that I grab the plate he had put my order in and he says to me, "Okay. If you change your mind. I will be right here cutie." And I turn at him again and say to him, "Okay baby." And then I turn to my right and walk away from him to take my seat next to a window seat on my left side and I can tell that he is blushing, and it makes me laugh so hard inside of my mind, because he had really thought that he can just flirt and have control over me just because of the way he looks. So fucking pathetic. After I sit down on my middle table seat with my food, I start eating my sandwich, and I know that it is just a one healthy sandwich, with chicken in them. But my mind feels so empty, because I am forcing myself to eat my sandwich after all. And I decide to check for time with my phone after I am done eating my sandwich.

And shortly after eating my sandwich, I come across a nearby couple who walk in on our place, and they look at me and greet me with a smile, and I fake smile at them. And then I continue checking out my phone for a time, and then the newspaper nearby of me where I had left it laying on the ground. And no one seems to have picked it up yet and suddenly, a one random guy sits next to me right on the opposite table on my left side and I don't bat my eye on him .. but then he says, "Awful stuff happening around here."