Piece

Drain

I see the child again, and this time he runs with me and touches my hand, and I run with him. And he says to me, "Come on! Don't stop now! Let's go!"

As I wake up and open my eyes, I tell myself, Time to go back to school again.

After I wake up, I get up, and I get off from my bed. And I notice that my white and soft sheets, really turn me overboard. And then I realise that I had I slept half naked. Whatte fuck, this is my first time ever to do that, and for some reason. I feel no different, but just more refreshed. It must have been the shower that I took, before I slept.

I use a hair conditioner few times when I don't use my shampoo, but it is in a black bottle, so it is my fave, I also use really soft tissue paper that is marked extra sensitive for my nose and sometimes face, and I also have a box of disposable face towels, and occasionally, I use some eyebrow brush to tint my brows, and I also use a lip balm to take care of my lips too, inluding a set of nail clippers, tongue brush to clean my tongue very rarely, sometimes I even trim my eyebrows if I want to keep them sharp, and I clean my nose with a nose cleaning machine few times a month, I also use a cream for my feet, to keep them highly soft, and I wear slippers after shower to relax my feet, I also have a electric tootbrush which I only use when I want to clean my teeth more efficiently, but it happens so rarely that it feels like a waste of time, because my teeth are so clean all the damn time, it sits above my bathroom mirror, and it cannot be seen until you look up, it rests on the charge machine but it is not collecting any dust, I also very rarely polish my nails, because I can't stop touching my body at all, it is almost like when I trim my chin with my razor blade with one single move just to see if there is hair, and it always turns out empty, oh well. I decide to do it if I want to "exfoliate" my skin hahaha! And speaking of which, I recently got into skin care too, and I have a moisturiser and cleanser, and sun screen too, with face wash, and all of them have no fragnances, and they are good. I have nothing else against fragnance but that I do not want to cause any lasting damage to my precious skin. Some I used had mild fragnance before, until I ditched it, I also ate some super gum, which is the healthiest gum that there is, xylitol strenghtens your teeth, plus its really good for them, I also like how it makes my jawline look insanely more defined than without it, but really I think that it is an overkill, what else there was? Let me think, oh yeah I clean my ears too, with ear machine but I do that rarely since my diet is so clean, it is just for my own benefit and no one elses after all, hah. Also, I eat so many various of fruits all the time, that I should be considered a fruit lover, but really, the truth is that I just have to do it, everything that I do in my life is forced on me, because without it I cannot exist. But I do like one thing, which is how many varities there are, you can always find something, for yourself, but the saddest thing that there is, that it will never last.

After I think through more of my thoughts inside my mind, I head to my kitchen and open my fridge, and I check for my meal, it is just few slices of bread, and I grab it with me and put it onto the counter top of my kitchen, and I start eating it, like I usually do, and then after I am done with it I cook my next meal.

Pressure cooker, or any food making machine beats a greasy ass fattening shit oven any day. I don't care what anyone says, a food that harms you is not good to eat. So yeah, fuck you.

After I finish cooking my next meal, with my kitchen gear, very basic stuff, set of knives, cooking plates, strainers, bowls to put all the peeled parts in, et cetera, I also have a lemon crushing machine, because my habit is to drink kefir, water kefir, I don't like milk. It has always pissed me off. They say that losers drink milk and winners drink water. And how true is that? After all, all you do, is drink some liquid, to keep you going for a day. I like to choose everything that I buy carefully, veggie chopper, smoothie maker, multicooker, whatever the fuck is it called, I check my phone to find its name, oh yeah, food processor what a stupid ass name. And also anything else I use with my pressure cooker, like the silicone cover, and where I store my food, including the stuff you make dough one sec... I check my phone and search for the name of it using the internet and I am able to find it its a hand mixer. Hahaha! Who comes up with these fucking names? Anyways, you get the idea, anyone would think that I love food. Judging how much crap I have to make it, and how full my every single closet and fridge is expect the freezer which is always empty, unless I buy something I usually don't buy. But no. That would be a mistake. It could not be more further from the truth. I clean my cooking gear and then I begin to eat my meal, it smells good, I really like eating veggies too, meat is just for the protein, but I would not mind if I could stop doing this, because it fucking sucks to do all of this worthless fucking shit, just to keep myself full ready and from dying. I also like berries, and I am not sure is it my body that demands all of this or me who demands it from my body. Haha, my food is so lucky to have me cook and eat them. Just like everything fucking else that I have in my life. As I eat my meal, I notice that it tastes so good, and yet I fucking hate it.