Piece

Fracture

I wake up again inside of my room, and I had dreamt of that child once again. And we were together once again, but then at the middle of it all, he had said to me.. "I have been watching you."

After his pretty and rather scary toned words to me I wake up from my dream again, and right after that. As I look at straight to my ceiling, I wonder is this all going to end soon? Now.

I have always wanted to find answers, to all of my suffering, but I never found any. And I have always felt alone. Never even once did I feel anything less than that. And my whole life, I have always hated my own family. For what they did to me, and how the other people around of me ruined my whole fucking life. But all that I know is that my end will come after you are all gone. That is what awaits me at the end of all of this and all that there ever is going to be still left of me, no one else but me and myself, and I. Alone in the dark.

After I think again my darkest and deepest and scariest thoughts that I have inside of my mind, I get up from my bed again, and I walk to my kitchen again, and then to my living room. To check what to eat and what to do while I am making my food again. But then I decide to go wash my hands and floss my teeth and then brush them, and after that I go make myself my breakfast. And during all of that, I notice that the clock is nine am. As I check it through my wall clock in my kitchen, and yes, it is white and black, after checking it out I realise that I don't need to eat anything else right now but my breakfast because it is morning.

And after I eat my brekfast, with "forced skinny omelette" with gluten free bread and omega filled light margarin with a cherry jelly on top, I take a bite of a random fruit too, it looks exotic but I don't give a shit of what it is because I like or should I say "love" all of the fruits, expect I do not eat a one fruit all the time but I always eat them randomly, whatever the fuck pomelon garbage or granberry shit show and pearl shitted stains and fuck berries it is, I don't give a shit. After I finish my fruit while not taking my time on eating it either, I decide to take a look at the news with my phone again..

And I read through an article, (missing hunter has been found, with barely anything left of him.) And I read through the page, (Animals must have eaten pieces of him, before he was found. And his head had been blown off, with a possible murder weapon nearby. It was truly a horrible sight.)

I really had thought that they would never find him, but I was wrong. Haha .. I guess even animals didn't want much of any pieces of him, either. What a worthless fucking piece of garbage.

After I check the news, I turn my phone screen off, god. They are all so fucking scared. It amuses me so much. Yes. I am indeed, your worst fucking nightmare come to life. And here is a thing, I am not. Done yet. After I think through my next move I get up from my seat and walk to my clothing racket and I put on my usual cool black jacket, because I always wear my tight black jeans, and my usual black gloves, with my dark long sleeve shirt underneath them, I always look so ready to go.

And after I dress up to my personal and favourite look again, to look like a boy who killed and murdered a reaper himself, I go take my knife with me again, strangely it is as clean as it always has been, and I go take my rope with me, and then my crowbar again, but then I decide to take my handgun with me too, because today, I will hunt down and kill my way through many of the evil people, but this time, I will end them all right on the spot of this fucking city, that I still live in. And I swear by my own life that the rotten core in this city will be purged through permanently, and destroyed down completely, after I am done.

After I think through my plan inside of my mind and sense either spirits or someone else running and escaping or fleeing away from me, I walk outside of my apartment again and close my door right after me, and I cross through the elevator but instead I walk down through the stairs because I am not in a hurry for this time, and after that I walk to the exit door and I open it fast and walk outside to the streets again, and as I walk to my left side again I see a new newspaper again like I always do, and I grab it from and off the ground fast and I look at it and read through the front page, yes there is that same news of that hunter that I had killed and been found, but also, another front page news and I read it out loud, (Horrendous school massacre, a deviant that killed over 6 people, and 7 students. Ran off, and he was seen by a last teacher, who was alive before getting murdered by him the runaway deviant, and half of his body had been destroyed. In a very similar way like the other students were, but it was way way .. way more worse. Because there was not much of anything left of his whole head and entire face, and it was an absolutely horrible discovery. That was made by one of the teachers, who had followed after both of them, because she was worried that the teacher who ran after the deviant would get himself killed. And she was fully right, a brave teacher has died.)