Piece

Reunition

I woke up, after I saw the same child in my dream again. He was walking with me right besides me, while telling me that we need to keep going. And he said to me, come on, As he grabbed my jacket cutely. And I followed him. He was laughing at me as I kept staring at him funny. And I smiled, while patting his head. And he told me to jump, and I jumped right after him.

There, in that same moment, as we sinked down towards a black hole, that was far off from a building that we were walking into. I realized that it was like a endless darkness, and I thought to myself, will we ever reach the bottom? Because I didn't know the answer for that. And he was ahead of me, and I closed in on him .. and as we fell down he smiled. And we kept on falling.

When I waked up from that dream.. I opened both of my eyes again, and I realized that I need to take a shower. And then clean my current clothes. It has been way too long just for few days, but who cares, I just never smell. But when I workout. And when I move around a lot, I do notice that I need a shower. And when I stop doing all of that, I no longer feel that way, I think my blood is growing cold. As I reach to my shower again, I do the same things as I usually do.. And I think that today. I am just going to relax, and walk around for a bit, surely evil will sleep too? But they say that evil does not sleep. But now, and the way that I have been going .. they must at least try hide away, or escape from me.

As I take my towel in my hand, and wipe my face with it .. I look at myself in my mirror and I notice it again through my reflection, that it is my same pretty face as usual. And my both eyes have not changed.

As I put on my other clothes again, I decide to wear my dark jacket. And I go to my living room and turn on my TV, and I sit down on my couch again and look at my TV, and I can hear it, my laundry is on. But in TV news, a headline says, (House party turned into a nightmare, 6 teenagers killed. The scene is horrible.) At that moment as I look at it I tell myself, "I tried to make it quick .. you are over reacting. Hah.."

I keep thinking about that kid .. that Frankie, of how does he feel now? Does he feel better knowing that they are all gone? Maybe they can all be friends now.

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I get up from my couch and walk to my window in front of me, and I look outside through my window .. and I see that it is daylight. And it's ten am. And I am really hungry, and I decide that I am going to go get my usual meal, after few moments later, I get ready, and I go back to my bedroom to put on my jacket, and I am all ready to go. And I go put on my usual shoes, black Converse. And they look really good with my jacket on. And after putting my favourite shoes on. I go take my knife with me from my kitchen counter. As I leave my other weapons, and my gun, behind of me. They are all separated away from each other, separately. After I get my knife from my kitchen table, I take my leave, I am free to go now.

I have always wanted to fit in, and to find a place that I could belong to, be it a society, or people themselves, and what is within this world. But I never could because of how awful people really are, there are no good people left anymore, at least in my life, there has never been one for me now. And of how wrong this world is. So many things are just so wrong with this world, and it will never change. I know this deep down inside of me, because I have lived through that hell that you call your own life.

I have walked away from my apartment and reached to the exit way. And as I walk through the exit door and get outside, I walk through the streetwalk heading to my left side, and I come across a poster on the same side stuck on the wall, and I read it, .. (Multiple people have been killed, is there a beast among us?) I smirk, and I grin .. no .. not a beast. But a thing and a being that wants to kill evil creatures. But maybe they think this now since so many fucking assholes have died. Haha .. but they have not found that hunter yet? ..