Piece

So Long

Walking past the streets at night is great, because then you do not need to look at any people .. but nights are dangerous. You never know if some weak loser might get kidnapped, or a harmless individual gets assaulted. People are just awful, my humanity in me is starting to fade.

I can feel the edge of my soul shattering, my heart is about to die. And burst into new flames I endured all these years ago.

Now as I say this in my mind, I walk to the edge of the alley, it is dark and cold. There is not much of any light there .. at all.

I meet the person who smokes his cig there, he says, "Hi boy." "Want to make some quick bucks?" I stare at him weirdly asking, "Like what?" The person who is not much older than me, leans down and tells me, "I just need help with my chores."

I stare at him saying, "Is this a joke?" He says, "Nope." "You know, I think I'm do this tonight." "I feel it in my bones, I want to do it so bad." "Will you assist me?"

I stare at him saying, .. "No."

He turns at me stupid and says, "Oh come on!" "It will be fun!" "I really need to get it out of me man, you only live once!" "So might as well do what you want right?"

I turn at him again after looking behind me, and say to him, "Do what?" He looks at me and says, "Well I really wanna rape that girl I just saw there .." "he points at the direction with his finger," not far from where we stand.

And continues .. "and then I want to kidnap her and keep fucking her at my own apartment, sure it might be seen as evil to do as once." "But she will get use to it." "After that I think I'm rape a boy around her age .. see how it's like." "You know?" "They got real ripe pussies, and asses .. must feel like a heaven to put my hard cock into them."

I look at him slowly losing my sanity, I say nothing .. just stare at him .. as he turns at me and says, "So what do you think?"

I look at him staring and ask, .. "Is that it?" The guy answers me, "Nope." "I'd have to rape them again, maybe even kill them because they will talk." "I mean the amount of raping I'd do to them is quite brutal, fucking them hours on end." "Jesus man .. sometimes I think I'm evil .. just a cold hearted son of a bitch." "But it's not true, I'm this way because I want to be." "So I ask you again .. why not help me?" "We share them .. make video of them, you can kill the other while I kill the other." "Capiche?" "Know what I'm saying?" "Yo .. dude yo!"

I stare at him not moving an inch .. the guy puts his cig away, .. "Come on!" "Dude!" "Let's go and rape those kids and have f..!?"

In those 5 seconds I hit him in the face, breaking his nose. Then I take the baseball bat near the ground and break his head open with it, knocking him to the ground. Right after that I take my knife in my hand, I had purchased myself just to keep it around me. And I cut his throat open.

Watching him bleed to death, I flinch not at all. Staring at him as he dies. Horrible gurgling sounds comes from his now cut open throat, blood flows everywhere from it. As he stares at me shocked and traumatized, trying to say help me .. and why .. holding his throat to try to stop the blood flow. But it is all in vain, he succumbs to his wounds, his head is cracked open from my hit from I reckon his baseball bat. He was gonna use to attack that girl there and the boy after.. I walk away from him as he dies on that alley. Wiping the blood from my knife, and put it back to my pocket.

Did I just save that girl's life? What about the boy's? I just killed a person .. is this considered a murder? Does it matter? No.

I wanted to do this for so long, finally had a reason. I have seen many idiots quite as vile as this, never taken my chance, one was some random idiot, on a party, saying he wants to rape that girl who looked at him funny .. I said nothing as I was with my friend there .. just to pass the time, who yelled jokingly, .. "Ah come on!" "Stop saying that!" "It's not funny .. hahahahaha!"

I stare at him, my friend disgusted. He passes me a joint, which I smoke. I was 17 years old. I left my friends shortly after that. Some were just trying to get on my nerves, another were just trying to put me in their place, wanting me to commit same things as them. None did anything but they did want that. And me? I always wanted to kill them. When I was a child, I felt hatred towards everyone, who would hurt other people, my own family did not understand, what was the difference between a loving family, and a broken family. Well to me this did not matter at all anymore, I was coming undone, and it was all their fault.

I walk past the alley and see the girl faintly, she turns at me and I look away .. walk through the street, and make my escape.

No one bats a eye, no car is coming my way.. I have just gotten away with murder. But was it a murder? Or was it justice? Doesn't matter, the bastard is dead. And soon the rest, who ruined my life, will be too.