Chp.18~I'm Not Okay

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Kat's POV
{The Next Day}
I woke up seeing Jordan next to me still sleeping. I can't get what Dani said to me out of my head. The worse part is I'm starting to become depressed again.

*Flashback*
~when Kat was in high school~
It was my first day at my new school. And, this is was all ready happening to me. I can hear the sounds of kids yelling "loser" "anorexic" "freak" "faggot" "slut" "kill yourself" "bitch" "stupid" "go die"

Nothing I haven't heard before. I was already being pushed against the lockers by the popular girls. I ran in the girls bathroom to hide. Grabbed my razor blade and leave 17 cuts on my wrists. Also wiping the blood off.

After school, at home I would shallow pills and think nothing will get better.

"No one cares" I whrispered looking at my cuts and tears falling down my face.
*End Of Flashback*

I looked and saw Jordan wake up with that adorable smile on his face that faded as he saw that I was upset. He held my hand.

"What's wrong?" Jordan asked

"Nothing, I'm fine" I said

"Are you sure?" Jordan asked. I smiled and said "Yea"

•Time Skip•
I went to Rainya's room. And, she was hugging her Pikachu pulshie awww. "Hi Rainya" I said. "Hi Mommy" Rainya said with that bright smile on her face. "Pika" Rainya said happily

"Pikachu" I said.

Pretty soon, me,Jordan,and Rainya were watching a movie that Rainya picked which was 'The Nightmare Before Christmas'
After the movie ended. Rainya fell asleep. I carried her to her bed and tugged her in. I kissed her forehead "Good night Rainy. I love you" I said.

I went to me and Jordan's room. We were cuddling. Jordan can't know about what happened when Dani was here. I think he already knows that I'm Not Okay.

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