Kissing the Demon (Seoksoo)

Seokmin

"You sure?"

"Sure?" I panted, looking down at him. "If you don't get inside me, I will take matters into my own hands."

A predatory gleam appeared in his eyes as he crawled up me, running his tongue tauntingly over my shaft as he passed. "Another time, maybe. Right now, you're mine."

He shifted suddenly, pulling me along with him until I was the one doing the straddling. "This will be easier for your first time," he explained when I looked down at him questioningly. "You can go at your own pace."

I dipped my face down so I could capture his tempting lips in a brief kiss. "Fine, but you know how I want this to end."

Joshua's eyes darkened. He knew my fantasies well at this stage, having edged them out of me with toy after toy. I didn't just crave feeling him inside me. I wanted him to own me. I wanted him to pin me to the mattress and fuck me through it. I wanted to wake up tomorrow and not be able to move without feeling him.

"Don't worry about that," he murmured, his gaze not leaving mine as he grabbed me by my chin and angled my face for another kiss. By the time I broke away, we were both fighting for breath, our bodies trembling with need. I was amazed Joshua even remembered where he'd been going with his thought, but he did. "You just worry about getting me inside you, then I'll worry about making all your fantasies come true."

Even with what was about to happen, I could read the implication behind his words. He wasn't only talking about in bed. If Shua had his way, he'd spend the rest of his life doing everything he could to make me happy.

With that knowledge making my heart grow so much I feared my chest would burst, I reached behind me to grab his shaft. My hands shook slightly at the feel of his head catching against my hole. I was going to get what I wanted.

After all this time.

"Bear down," Shua whispered, his hands stroking soothingly over my thighs. "Take your time."

I let out a shaky breath as I did as he said. A million nerve endings fired, the stretch both pleasure and pain. Fuck. I thought the toys had prepared me, but nothing could've readied me for the feeling of Joshua inside me.

The stretch burned, and I couldn't stop a small whimper from falling from my lips. Oh god, what if I'd built this into something more in my head?

As though he could read my nerves, Joshua stopped me from moving by grabbing my thighs. "Slowly," he reminded me, his voice gravelly. His hand came up to coax my flagging erection back to life.

After a moment or two, the burn subsided, and my body began to beg for more. I slipped down another inch before stopping.

And that's how we continued, me easing myself gently down as Joshua whispered praise and caution, never letting me rush. Finally, finally, he was fully seated.

We both let out a groan, Joshua's eyes drifting shut. "Fuck, baby."

I had no words. Every synapse fired with pleasure as I revelled at how full I felt. Lifting myself experimentally, I let myself drop back down. Joshua made a choked sound, his hands digging into my thighs almost painfully. "Satan, Seokmin."

My confidence growing, I began to ride him. Slow at first. Then faster. And faster. Joshua's hips moved in time with me, his cock brushing over my prostate with each thrust, taking me higher.

This. This was everything I'd been missing.

There was only one thing that could make it better.

"Now," I gasped at Joshua, lifting myself off him with shaky thighs and gesturing behind me. "You know what I need."