𝘛𝘰 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩 / 𝘱𝘰𝘦𝘮 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬

𝘐 𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘻𝘦𝘥

I guess i realized it, i should've knew

Its not you, no its has never been

I know its real cause everyday I'm dying just it see your grin

But something happened, and its gone

And now i love you, not for long

Wish it could stay the same but I'm remaining drowning

In this sea of pain, this pain of forgetting

The memories we had, they all went up and burned

In the fire of despising that person that i earned

So i think i should love myself before loving another

Being that person i always tried to be, always ended up being nothing but a cover

For my tears to stop falling for my ears to stop the ring

For my eyes to stop burning and for my head to stop whispering

The sea is getting deeper as long as i stay

Stay in this chaos, chaos of pretending I'm okay

Suffering in silence as you speak

Since deep inside i knew that i cared

They should've known it was a lie once they heard

And i know your unaware but you definitely should be, i know that your scared but its not anyone's fault for me and my history

For me hating everything about that person, the person i see in the mirror everyday

But i figured the biggest lie I've ever said

Was telling you it was okay