Soccer Star (Ally/You)

Fix It

Your POV: 

I was in the car with Lauren. She wasn't talking and neither was I. "Why was she with him?"

"Who?" She asked.

"Troy. Why was she with Troy." I said. "I saw the picture."

"I don't know." She answered. "I didn't see a picture."

"My teammate showed me. The picture she showed me all I saw was the back of his head but I knew. I knew it was him." I sighed. 

"I didn't know." She said after a while. "I wasn't there."

I shook my head. "Everything is falling apart around me. I don't know if I'm gonna be able to fix it." 

"Hell no." She pulled over. "Look at me." I did. "You came to this country to play the sport that you love. So this team didn't go as planed. There's other teams. You do not get to quit. You on of my closet friends and I'm not the type of person to let me friends give up on their dreams!" She leaned back in her seat. "Now we are gonna go talk to Ally and then you are gonna get back on the field." 

We got to their New York apartment. "Y/N!" Camila hugged me. "I missed you."

"Hey." I hugged her. Normani and Dinah also hugged me.

We sat down on the couch. Normani turned the tv on and ESPN was on. I sighed.

"Hello and welcome back to ESPN News. We are following some news. NWSL team the Washington Spirit have announced that Italian born striker Y/N L/N is no longer apart of the roster. The Spirit ended L/N's contract after receiving a red card in today's 2-0 win over Western New York Flash. It would be L/N's 3rd suspension from the club. It is unclear at this time of L/N's next move and what the national team has to say."

I shook my head. 

"In other news today's play of the day is by Tobin Heath. Check out this play from Portland's win over the Dash tonight."

"What do you do next?" Dinah asked.

Every glared at her. "I don't really know." 

The door of their apartment opened. Ally finally came home. "Where have YOU been Ally." Dinah asked her.

"Y/N." She looked at me. I looked away.

"Hey girls lets go for a walk." Lauren said standing up.

"But I'm tired." Dinah groaned. Lauren glared at her. "Oh look at that I just woke up!" They all left.

"Hey." Ally smiled. She sat next to me. I looked away from her. "What's wrong?"

"Before the game my teammate showed me something. It was a picture of a girl and a guy." I paused. "I thought nothing of it until I realized it was my fucking girlfriend with her ex!" I looked at her.

She looked down. "Listen-"

"No. I'm down listening. I'm talking. When I'm done talking THEN I'll listen." I stood up. "Is this a joke to you? Are my feelings a joke to you or something?"

"No they are-"

"WHEN I'M DONE TALKING YOU CAN TALK!" She shut up. "You've put me through hell but I'm okay with that because I love you! But I don't know how much more I can take before I break. You lied to me about him during the Olympics. Now we're together and you're STILL seeing him!" 

"Y/N-"

"Be honest with me. Right now. 100% honest." I looked at her. "Do you still have feelings for him."

"I don't know."

"Ally. Do you still have feelings for him?"

"I don't know!"

"Do you even have feelings for me?" I asked. I felt tears come to my eyes.

She looked at me. "You know I love you."

"But do you love him too?" She looked away this time. "I don't think I can do this."

"Y/N." She stood up. "Don't do this."

"Do you or do you not have feelings for him?"

"I don't know! I don't know how I feel right now! He was there for me when you weren't!"

"I've had days when I needed you too Ally! But I didn't go hang with my ex! I didn't ignore you! You ignored me! You shut me out!" I walked away. "I always said that I'd give it all up for you. I'd drop everything without thinking twice if you needed me. Fucking shit Ally! I'm in love with you!"

She looked away. 

"When I think about my life after soccer I see myself raising a family with you! It's always going to be you!" I walked towards the door.

"Where are you going?"

"I don't think I can do this. I need to fix my career. I thought I could save this relationship but that's on your shoulders. I know what I want. You don't." I walked out and didn't look back.