Resisting His Passion •Casualty•

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Esmè knew how things were. And how it wasn't easy. She knew that she just wanted for things to be okay. But she knew that when it came to same how it was far from it. And she knew that he wasn't going to leave her alone any time soon.

She knew what they had. But it was in the past. And it was over. He had to get use to the idea. Especially as she knew that she was not getting back together with him.
     
Esmè knew how too much had happened. And she just wished that he'd stay away from her. She knew all that he had done and how he had hurt her. She knew that she didn't need it all.

She knew how it was too much. And she knew that she couldn't seem to avoid him when they worked together. She knew how none of it was easy.

Esmè got out of bed and got dressed as she looked to her phone as she saw messages off of Sam and rolled her eyes.

She knew that it was too early for this. She knew that she already felt like crap and that she didn't need it all.

Esmè knew that she hadn't been feeling herself lately and she didn't know what it was. But she knew that she didn't have the energy to deal with Sam.

She knew that what they had was over. And she knew that he had to try and accept that.

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Esmè got to work and smiled as she sad Lexie. "You look how I feel. Are you okay?" Lexie asked.

Esmè looked to her and smiled. "I'm okay. I am just feeling run down that's all," she said.

Lexie looked to her and smiled. "I bet my dad isn't helping. Look, I am here for you no matter what! I'll have another word with him," she told her.

Esmè nodded. "Thanks. I just don't think he is going to take no for an answer until I get back with him. But he hurt me Lex. He cheated and he hurt me. And now he is acting as if he is the victim. He is the one that got hurt in all of it. None of it is fair."

Lexie smiled. "I know it's hard. But you will be okay. I promise," she said as she pulled Esmè into a hug as she smiled.

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Esmè stood by reception and looked to see Sam as he walked over to her. "Go away Sam. I don't want to hear it," she said. 

Sam looked to her and smirked. "Oh but you know that you want too. I know that you miss me," he said.

Esmè looked to him and rolled her eyes. "I really don't. I don't feel well. And I don't need you on my back," she said as they held a look. She knew just how none of it was easy. 

"I know that you still love me," Sam said as Esmè walked off.

She rushed into the toilets as she suddenly threw up and groaned as she placed a hand on her stomach.

"I can't be," she said as she frowned to herself.

But was it possible that Esmè could be pregnant?