Resisting His Passion •Casualty•

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Esmè stood in the toilets. She didn't know what to think. But she was worried.

She was worried that she could be pregnant. She knew how he had thrown up. She knew all that had happened with her and Sam. And how it was a mess.

She knew what had happened with them and how Sam wanted her back. But she knew all that has happened between them and how it wasn't easy.
        
Esmè knew that she hadn't even thought about her missed period with all the missed drama that had happened. And it scared her.

She knew that the last thing that she had expected was to get pregnant. She didn't know how she was going to handle it all.
 
Esmè placed the pregnancy test that she had just taken on the side as she ran a hand through her hair.

She stood waiting anxiously as she stood pacing in the toilets. She knew that with all that was going on in her life how this was the last thing that she wanted or needed right now.

She knew how she felt terrified over it all

Esmè sighed to herself before she picked up the pregnancy test before she looked down at it to see that it was positive. She felt the colour drain from her face as she looked to see that it was positive.

Esmè stood in shock. She couldn't believe that she was pregnant. She knew how this was not planned. She didn't know what to do about it.

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Esmè walked into the staff room where she saw Lexie. "Hey. Are you okay?" Lexie asked as she saw the look on Esmè's face.

"I have been better," Esmè said.

Lexie looked to her and frowned. "What is it?" Lexie asked as she saw the look on Esmè's face.

Esmè looked to her and sighed. "I took a pregnancy test. I threw up and I thought I was. And it turns out I am. What am I going to do? I know he is your dad. But with things how they are with him, I can't have a baby. I don't know what to do," she said.

Lexie walked over to her and pulled her into a hug. "I felt exactly the same way with Iain. I wasn't expecting for my best friend to get me pregnant, but he did. Look I know how things are with my dad. He got you pregnant yes. But if you want this baby, you don't need him. Just because things are bad with you. Doesn't mean you need to have an abortion," she said as Esmè looked to her and smiled. 

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Esmè stood at the nurses station. She looked to see Sam as he walked over. She looked to him. "I am not in the mood to deal with you," she said.

Sam looked to her. "Don't be like that Es. I know how things are. But we were great together," he said.

Esmè rolled her eyes. "Were as in the past tense. Leave me alone Sam. I mean it," she said.

Esmè knew that she was pregnant. And how she had no idea what she was going to do.