*2 years ago *
"Mom !" I said while I ran towards my mother.
"Sweetie , im busy with work can we talk later?" She said typing fast on her laptop while sipping on her coffee.
"But mom , u promised u will take me to 'Cookies and Love ' for the new cookie everyone is talking about ..." I said while pouting .
"Just go do something for one more hour so the rain can stop for a little bit ." She assured me , taking her eyes off of the laptop and looking at my pouting face .
"Ok...But this time u promise u will take me ?" I said jumping from happines .
"Yes Lottie , I promise. Now go back to your room , please !"she insisted then looking back at the laptop.
"Thank you mom ! I love u ! Bye!" I said happily running outside her office and going into my bedroom where my comfy bed was waiting me for a quick nap .
"Lottie!" I heard my mom calling my name from the office .
"Yes mom?" I asked her .
"Go and change your clothes ! We are leaving in 10 ! " mom exclaimed.
"Ok mom !" I shouted so she can hear me while storming to my walk in closet and looking for a nice outfit .
"Im done mom!" I said while going down the stairs .
"The rain didn't stop but I have to get back to work in an hour , so we better go now ." She said while putting on her shoes.
"Ok , lets go !" I said while running with the umbrella towards the car and entering as fast as I could.
"These are the best cookies ever ! Try it mom !" I said while munching on a cookie with caramel and chocolate .
"Mmm, they are quite delicious !" Mum affirmed after she took a bite .
"Omg! This traffic ! Im going to be late for my meeting !" Mum hissed while looking at the GPS for a quicker route .
"I found one!" She said while pressing on it and it showed only 12 mins .
"Lets go then ! What are u waiting for ?" I said .
Only if I knew that was the worst mistake ever made.
"Mom , can u drive slower ? Its quite risky when u drive this fast on rain!" I said while holding the seatbelt .
"I'm trying sweetie , I just cant miss this meeting , its quite important and -"
"MOM-" the rain made the car drifts off the road and go off the hill .
The car rolled about 5 times until it landed upside down .
"MOM?!"I screamed in fear and panic.
"Charlotte , mommy loves u ! Get out for me and run to get help ! " she said calmly as she knew she couldn't get out and knew this were her last moments.
"Mom I love u too ! I don't want to lose u !" I sobbed heavy tears mixed with blood streaming down my face .
"Charlotte get out and run !" She said slightly panicked .
" I - Im scared mom ! I can't leave u here!" I told to my dying mother.
"Lottie mommy will always be with u ! Now get out for me !" She said while crying and slightly smiling .
I ripped my seatbelt and opened the door . I couldn't let my mom die . I tried to open the seatbelt but it was stuck , I tried to cut it with window glass but it cut me instead of the seatbelt .
I couldn't do nothing. I had too see her die .
A loud noise came and then I saw fire . The car engine caught on fire . It started to get hard to breath .
"LOTTIE RUN ! I LOVE U AND ELIJAH!" She said while she started to get unconscious from the thick dark smoke .
" I LOVE U MOM " those 4 words were my last words I said to my mom .
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