I love him but I hate me

8

I wake up , slowly opening my eyes from the light , I see beautiful chocolate brown eyes watching me .
"Oh , good morning princess." He says with a smile.
"Good morning ." I say with the same smile .
"I told Eli u were feeling nauseous so we can stay inside the room the whole day if u want." Luke says .
"Oh , im gonna think about it." I say softly .
I was still in his lap , his skin was very soft and he made me feel safe and special . Looking at his abs I see the colored tatoos.
"Fuck ! The sharpies are still here ! I think they stained ur skin !" I say trying to get up from his lap but he catches my waist and pulls me back .
"I really wanted to color my tatoos and u just helped me ." He says slightly laughing.
"I just did it worse ! Look at my drawings!" I exclaim .
"They look cute to me princess." He says taking a look at his colored tatoos then looking back at me .
His nickname for me always made my stomach flip and my cheeks burn.
"Are u blushing princess?" Lucas asks with a smirk.
"Nope? Nuh uh ! Ur imaginating things !" I say looking everywhere but not his eyes.
"Ur the first girl I seen blushing for me ."
"But im not the first one . All of the girls in the school are drooling after u." I say rolling my eyes.
"Yeah but ur the one that really matters to me." 
Did I hear right? Did he just say that I mattered to him ? Nope ! Hell no ! I think im halluchinating right now ! Deffinetly! Why am I blushing from my imagination?!
"Look ur blushing even harder!" He says laughing and pinching my red cheek .
"Im not!" I say covering my cheeks.
"Yeah , yeah!" He laughs.
This is the most handsome laugh I ever heard in my entire life . If I think better , I think its the most handsome sound I ever heard.
"We should go eat breakfast. Im gonna google a good cafe because I wanna try the croissants ." I tell him then I get up from his lap and go into the room to look for my phone . Searching on google , it shows the most visited cafes and other breakfast places .
1.La Patisserie De Reves
2.Carette Paris
3.Cafe De Flore
4.Les Deux Magots
5.Scoop Me A Cookie
6.Cookies and Love

At 'Cookies and Love' its the last moment I ever spend with my mom before she ... died...
So I guess we should go there. Since the accident I never been in a place like that .
"I found a nice cookie place !" I exclaim while looking trough my clothes.
"Okay ."

Im putting on a white top , some cream jeans , my nike air force 1 , add some accesories and then I put my hair in a messy bun.

"Im done!" I yell as I leave the bathroom .
"Lets go. How long is the walk?" Lucas asks.
"Maybe 5 minutes ? Something like that."
"I like ur outfit by the way ." He says with a smirk.
"Thanks!" I say closing the door then going towards the elevator. We were staying on third floor and Eve and Eli on first floor because they messed up our rooms . We were all supossed to stay on the 3th floor, but Its not a big deal.
We keep talking till we arrive at 'Cookies and Love' .
"Isnt this the cafe u and ur mom went on .. that day?" He says pointing a finger at the shop and then looking at me .
"Yeah." I nonchalantly reply.

"Bonjour , que veux-tu?" The lady says.
(Hello, what would u like? )
"Bonjour! Un gâteau aux cerises , un au chocolat et ... hmmm?" I say looking at Lucas
(Hello! A cookie with cherrys , one with chocolate and... hmmm?)
"A red velvet for me ." He says smiling.
"Et un gâteau de velours rouge."
(And a red velvet cookie .)
"Tu peux t'asseoir à une table. La commande sera prete dans environ six minutes."
( You can take a sit at a table .The order will be ready in about six minutes .)
"Merci ! Au revoir !"
(Thanks ! Goodbye!)
"Au revoir à toi aussi"
(Goodbye to u too!)
"Lets go sit ." I tell Lucas shushing him away towards a table .
"How can u speak French that good ?! Im shocked !" He exclaims throwing his arms in the air.
"I learned it because I was bored ." I shrug .
"Damn!" He says sitting down.