"No. I can't I'm sorry." I replied to his previous question while looking down at the ground. "(Y/N), I can make you a star. Your name and face will be all around Korea," he explained, grabbing my shoulders and making me turn to look at him. I shrugged his hands off my shoulders feeling uncomfortable with his touch, "I'm in BTS. They're my family and I wouldn't give up what I have with them for fame. I hope you can understand," I explained while turning to face away from him and look to see if the familiar car was anywhere to be seen. He walked away with a sigh accepting his defeat on getting me to join his company. Soon the familiar black van stopped in front of me, and the door opened revealing the three boys who dropped me off in the morning were still in the back seat. "We missed you (N/N)!" Jimin shouted while waving his hand to prompt me to get in the car. I got into the car sitting between Jungkook and Jimin only to be bombarded by questions. "How were they? Did they treat you well?" Jimin asked while admiring my hair, which was still in the high pigtails. "I had a lot of fun, and yes they were very respectful," I replied turning to face him, "You look so pretty like this," Jimin complimented while running his fingers through the ends of my red hair. "Hey! She's my girlfriend, not yours," Taehyung shouted making Jimin smirk. "I could make her my girlfriend if I wanted you. You just beat me to it," Jimin replied while looking into my eyes with a lustful look. "Stop flirting with her and behave! She can decide for herself if she wants to date any of you, and she chose Taehyung so deal with it," Jin shouted coming to my defense. The rest of the car ride was silent due to the scolding that Jin gave the boys, we all ran up to the dorm getting ready for bed and finally winding down for the night. I didn't want to be cooped up in the room with the rest of the members so I decided to go into the room where our shared computer was to spend some time with Namjoon. I knocked on the door waiting for some sort of response so that I could enter the room. "come in," Namjoon shouted from the inside signaling that I could enter. I opened the door and shut it behind me, Namjoon turned around slightly surprised to see me since I never dared to go into this room like any of the other members did. "Did you need something (N/N)?" He asked while turning to face me. "Um no I just wanted to spend some time with you," I replied while sitting in the chair next to him looking at what he was doing. "You're already working on the next album and this one isn't even out yet?" I questioned while trying to read over the lyrics. He let out a sigh looking down at the lyrics, "I just want to finish this up so we can perfect it. This is just such a rash and new concept I'm not sure what to do with it," He replied while running a hand through his hair out of frustration. I put my hand on his shoulder in an attempt to comfort him, "I know I'm not good and writing lyrics but I could help you," I offered to help him without even thinking of how I could help him. "I appreciate it (N/N), I'm just having some difficulty with the prompts that they gave me," He commented while sliding over a paper with writing on it. 'focus on the uncertain future more than the glamour of youth.' was all that was written on the paper. I furrowed my eyebrows at how vague the prompt was trying to think of something we could connect this to. "What if you try to cover the topics of how growing up although beautiful comes with its uncertainties, I know that sometimes although I like Taehyung very much what it would be like if I said no to him that night? I mean I'm so young I'm not even sure if I like him," I explained not realizing what I had just admitted. I looked up from the paper to see Namjoon was just as shocked as I was. I had never thought that I didn't like him until I said it. "You are a genius (Y/N). But why do you feel uncertain about Taehyung?" he questioned pushing the papers to the side so he could solely focus on me. "I like him a lot but I was young when we started dating, and I'm just not sure I'm in a place to be in a relationship. I just don't want to be single, I love him but I think only as a friend," I replied trailing off at the end of my rant. I could feel tears welling up in my eyes as they started streaming down my face followed by muffled sobbs. "Break up with him," was all Namjoon could say before he engulfed me in a tight hug stroking my hair in an attempt to calm me down. "Please break up with him, You need to grow on your own and figure yourself out. You can't love someone unless you love yourself (Y/N), please break up with him," His words kept ringing in my head all night and all day.
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FanfictionA story in which Kim (Y/N) was sitting in a coffee shop one day and was scouted by a K-pop entertainment company employee. " Hello there my name is Kim Ara I work for a company called Big-Hit Entertainment, and we're looking for new talent to create...