I've been lying in my bed for hours and ignoring my alarm clock, which has been going off every 5 minutes for hours. I know I should get out of bed and live my life but that won't be the case today. How am I supposed to continue living my life when my little sister lost hers 5 years ago. She would have been 15 years old today. She should have celebrated today with her friends, chatted with them about her crushes and just lived a carefree life.
But all of that was taken away from her by a man who thought it would have been a good idea to drive drunk at night and get away uninjured and hardly unpunished. This pain is getting worse day by day, what did my little sister do that she had to lose her life so early. I'll never get that out of my head. I look at my phone and see that it's already 10:30 and I have an appointment with the doctor later.
All I hear is someone standing in front of my door and knocking on it for a few minutes and I hear a worried voice asking if everything is okay. But how is everything supposed to be okay today... I finally pulled myself together and ran over to my door, which I opened and saw my worried father John standing in front of it. He smiles encouragingly at me, the day is just as difficult for him as it is for me but he tries everything not to really show it. "Hi, my darling.. how are you today?" he asks in a slightly hoarse voice because he doesn't know exactly how to start a conversation with me. I tried to crack a slight smile but failed miserably. "It's okay to be honest, I have to go to an appointment right away so I'll be home a little later today."
For a few months now I've been spending more time at home again because I just can't be alone in my apartment, even if I'm not alone there, but my fiancé Dylan is always coming up with new ideas for our wedding. It makes me happy to see him so happy and completely immersed in this role, but to be honest I'm not sure if I want to marry him right now. There are a lot of things in my head that I have to sort out myself before I make a decision that will influence and change my entire life.
I haven't told my family yet but something has been wrong with me for a few months, I don't know exactly what but I notice it. I have changed, I have lost my strength, I have become much sicker and I sleep much more than I ever did. These signs were a little warning to me that maybe I should go to the doctor. I could have gone to Tyler since he became a doctor, but I wanted to know what was going on with me before I told my family. I don't want to worry them any more than I already do.
"Okay then I'll know, I wanted to remind you again that Dylan tried to reach you, he said you haven't answered your cell phone for a few days when he calls you?" says my dad in a slightly worried tone " It's okay Dad, I'm just not really in the mood to talk to him right now especially since he only has the wedding on his mind and has completely forgotten what day it is."
Dad just looks at me and nodded slightly because he knows that there's no point in saying anything now because I'm the most stubborn person on earth. When he finally leaves, I quickly change clothes and head to the doctor because I'm almost late again.
A short time later I am sitting in the waiting area of the practice. It's so quiet here I hate being here. Everyone is sitting here with their own suffering, the clock seems to be running in slow motion and ticking louder than usual. New people are constantly coming in and others are leaving the practice. All of this always makes me pretty nervous, which is why I've been shaking my leg for what feels like 30 minutes until the doctor's assistant finally comes into the waiting area and calls me.
I walk towards her with shaky legs and run after her until I'm finally sitting in the treatment room. I wait there for another few minutes until my doctor comes in.
He looks positive, which makes me hope that I will get positive news. "Good morning Miss Grace. I'm glad to see you and that you were able to arrange to come here today." I just nodded, smiling and rubbing my hands together nervously. "You have the results, right?" His expression contorts a little and he just nods slightly. It immediately becomes clear to me that there is a negative result, even before he has said the sentence everything around me becomes blurry and I no longer listen.
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hii this was the second chapter of the story how you like it so far? What do you think will grace tell her family immediately what's going on with her or will she keep this as a secret for a long time??
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the brightness fools ( english version )
Fanfiction[ we were both the same but also so different, you were a sun and i was a moon we were both chasing a different sky ] ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ ⋆ Grace is a young law student who has a seemingly perfect life, but it's all just a...
