Blurred Lines

~Rockin' Around The Christmas Tree~

AUSTIN'S POV:

I've had this nagging feeling in my chest since last night. Well actually it's this burning need to fuck Kali, but I'm trying to sound polite. I've had this feeling for a while but now that she's fucked Brandon and he's got his head out of his ass, I want her even more than ever.

I'm surprised he actually fucked her. He's always whining about "Taking it slow" and "Letting her deal with her trauma before we do anything crazy". Now, I agree that we should allow her to figure everything out before we do anything, BUT if she wants it, who are we to deny that?

EXACTLY! We can't tell her NO when she so clearly wants it. That's selfish. Or is it selfish to say yes for our own personal gain? Ok, I might be selfish. But it's Kali's fault! She's so damn addicting and shit. She's my own personal drug.

"Stop looking at her like that weirdo." I heard Nick whisper in my ear. I glanced at him before turning my attention back to Kali. She was putting up decorations on the tree with Taylor and Willow.

She looked so damn pretty. Maybe it was the afterglow or whatever but it was like she was glowing, as corny as it is to say that. She had on a pair of gray leggings, pink UGGs and a pink hoodie.

Her and Brandon just got here an hour ago,  It's almost one o'clock. They fucked all morning. I'm jealous if I'm being honest, but I think she's got something planned for me. She was whispering with Tristan a few minutes ago about something. I asked him about it but he wouldn't tell me.

"Can't help myself." I shrugged.

"It's the leggings. They make her ass look amazing." Tristan said from his spot on the arm of the couch. We were all kind of just sitting here watching Kali.

Brandon had left to go shopping. He said he was gonna grab Kali a few gifts while she was distracted. I had a few ideas for gifts that I could get her but I planned to wait until the last minute to get them.

"I almost feel like a perv for sitting here looking at her." I chuckled before looking at Nick.

"Almost?"

"Yep. I'd feel bad if she didn't know, but that little brat is obviously teasing us." He said before nodding towards her. I looked over to see her looking at us with the biggest smile on her face.

I would have been upset about her teasing but that adobale look on her face made my worry's drift. She's too cute to be mad at.

"I'm going to "help" them decorate." I said before I basically jumped off the couch and moved over to the tree, right behind Kali. She smiled up at me before turning and continuing her conversation with Willow and Taylor.

I was surprised she was even speaking to Willow with our new found information. I thought she'd be uncomfortable around her but she seems fine. Hell, she seems happy.

"Can we help you, blondie?" Taylor asked, rolling her eyes.

Sometimes I really wish Kali didn't like her so much. The urge to slit her throat grows stronger and stronger every day. I don't even care that she's Tristan's sister. If I kill her he'd only be mad for a year or so. I can deal with that. 

"You can't. But my future wife can." I said before I leaned down and laid my head on Kali's shoulder. She turned and kissed my cheek before going back to her decorations. She's really obsessed with decorating.

"Wait, I thought you were with Tristan?" Oh shit. I fucking forgot about Willow's stupid ass. I swear I'm gonna kill her, just so she doesn't ask questions. Not like anyone would miss her, besides Taylor but that just makes me want to do it even more.