"I'm stressed out.." I blazed..
" It's obvious.." Sie answered me, remember my girl bestfriend? I mentioned her once eh.. I'm not sure kung maaalala niyo pa siya..
I was talking to her through Skype, she knows everything, from the moment Miguel and I met again, kahit pa ang sikreto ko kung sino ang ama ni Sky..
Siya lang at si Brenan ang may alam nun, though hindi ko directly kinonfirmed kay Bren, I know he has the feeling.. I know he knows something.. he knows that Sky's father is Miguel, kahit na I was caught with different men before, hanggang pagiging relationship wrecker lang ako, hindi ako humantong sa ibabaw ng kama with different guys.
Miguel is the first... wala ng iba..
"Then what should I do?" Sie doesn't know Bren, so my secret is safe..
"Flirt with him.." Duh? ano pa inaasahan ko sa isang playgirl?
"DUH... wag mo akong itulad sa iyo.." I rolled my eyes..
"Tulad ko na free from problems with commitments?" She chuckled "kaya naman look at you now, you're stressed out, kung hanggang kailan mo itatago ang katotohanan.. ang katotohanan na may anak kayo ng lalaking iyon.. na hanggang ngayon mahal mo pa siya.."
"EXCUSE ME? MAY ANAK KAMI OO, PERO MAHAL KO PA SIYA.. HINDI.." I raised my voice
"Wooh, who are you trying to convince? me?... or yourself?" She took a sip from the cup of coffee na iniinomniya "... it's obvious.. very obvious.."
"I'm telling the truth.." trying to calm myself..
"..ok sabi mo eh.. pero from the way you described that HONEY whatever her name is, you sounds like a jealous girlfriend.."
"THAT'S NOT-"
"..and" she continue talking "..the way you make kwento about every encounter with Miguel.. gosh para kayong mga teenagers na naglilihiman ng nararamdaman.. That sucks you know.." I already described Sie's personality right?
"Alam mo, I'm talking to you hoping that I'll find solutions about my problems.. but its seems that dinadagdagan mo pa.." I crossd my arms.
"Girl.." Umayos siya ng pagkakaupo, nasa ibabaw siya ng kama niya " I know that YOU know what is the real solution.. you're just keep on denying it.."
"So you're telling me na sasabihin ko ang totoo? HELL NO!" napatayo ako sa swivel chair ko, I'm in my office right now " paano kung matapos niya malaman ang totoo ilalayo niya sa Sky? you know how much I love my son.. I don't know what will I do kung nangyari yun.. Sky is my everything.."
"Paano kung hindi?" she raised her right eyebrow "..nakakadiri mang sabihin ito pero, paano kung mahal ka pa niya? paano kung nagbalik siya for you?"
"Miguel with his HONEY? I doubt.. thats impossible.. and in the first place.. He never loved me.. pustaan lang ang lahat.." I sat down.. "pustaan lang.."
