In two weeks of continuous exchange of calls and texts of the two man in my life, the first one once owned my past and the other one possessed my present, I became more bothered about our situation. Yeah, Miguel and Sky is doing it incessantly, Miguel did even picked up Sky to bring him somewhere to play arcades games just like what they did the first time they saw each other.
Every night I hear Sky talking to Miguel over the phone, he is so happy.. and I feel so guilty. I talked to Sie for hundred times now about this matter, the same with Bren, and they have the same advice.
I'm on my office now, I stretched my arms and searched for some air. I stood up and faced the glass wall of my office. It's wednesday morning, I looked down, I can clearly see the city in its 180 Degree view.
Some people are rushing, some are not, most of the cars are giving away their loudest horns for the heavy traffic, Seriously? at 10 A.M. ganito na ba kalala ang ekonomiya ng Pilipinas, I once heard from my professor way back when I was in college, maiindicate daw ang economical status ng isang bansa in its way of transportation and how they manage the flow of traffic, kaya tignan mo ang top ten rich countiries in the world, hindi isyu sa kanila ang heavy traffic.
Goodluck na lang sa Pilipinas. Napailing ako, bakit ba ang problema ng bansa pinoproblema ko rin? I have my own problems too. Naupo ako ng swivel chair at pinindot ang intercom "Liz, bring me a cup of hot chocolate.."
after a couple of minutes, dumating na rin si Liz kasama ang pinakuha ko, I thanked her...
Wala masyadong papeles or plans na dapat ayusin, kaya I have time to think things over, I took a sip of my hot choco. Kailangan ko na bang sabihin?
I thinked all the possibilities ng kahihinatnan ng isang decision na aking gagawin. Gusto this time, hindi ako magkamali, gusto this time, hindi ako ang agrabyado, I want it this time na walang masasaktan at walang magagago.
I never saw Sky na ganun kasaya, sino ba namang ina ang ayaw makita ang anak na masaya di ba? His laughs, smiles, even his dreams, lahat yun present si Miguel, minsan nga he was whispering his fa- his Tito Miguel's name while sleeping.. Mas lalong nadurog ang puso ko. Ganun ba ako kasamang ina kung ililihim ko ang lahat sa kanya?
Takot lang naman ako na mawalan eh, takot lang naman ako na iwan.. ulit...
But I realized, I can do anything for my son... for his hapiness.. for his contentment.. for his completion..
Naubos ko na ang hot choco ko...
I took a real deep breathe, and yes I have finalized my decision... I'll do it for Sky.. for Sky's sake..
I'm gonna tell Miguel the truth..
The truth that he is Sky's father...
A/N:
http://www.wattpad.com/15310485-teach-me-by-fisieann#.UW6vjqI82n9 ayan, mag plu-plug ako sa ayaw at gusto niyo.. :D Im planning to write their story in a more mature way para lumevel up naman... maybe you can include that R thing.. you know what I mean.. sana pagbalik ko from province and after reading mature novels maisakatuparan ko ang balak ko..
TEACH ME..
sana makita ko rin kayo dun huh.. sana hindi niyo ako iwan :D..
