I say I'm fine.
Looking at me you would guess that I'm telling the truth
But really the truth is, that im not fine
I'm far from being fine
Really I'm dieing on the inside.
The truth is that I just want to cry my eyes out and not stop.
I miss you so much
I miss being your baby
I miss you being mine
I miss the feeling I got when you held my hand
I miss the warmth in my heart when you came around.
I miss feeling your arms around me
The truth is that when i see you i want to start crying
The truth is at night I cry myself to sleep because I know that the next day, I want wake up and this all wont be a dream
The truth is that I'm still in love with you
The truth is that I want to start crying right now,
But I can't because people will look at me
The truth is that that I might paint on a smile but its a fake one
I wake up in the morning and knowing that I will see you
I miss the feeling of your lips on mine
I miss knowing that you love me and nobody else
I miss you walking me to class
I miss you with all my heart
The truth is that you meant everything to me
The truth is that you took a part of me with you when you left
The truth is that you will always hold a place in my heart
The truth is it took everything in me not to break down in front of you that day we started talking again
The truth is that I know you no longer care for me like you once did
But you know what the truth is?
Yes, I still care about you but no where near as deeply as I used to.
Maybe it's because I finally actually know the truth about what our relationship meant to you.
The is yes I miss you and what we had but at the same time I don't.
The truth is I do and don't want another chance with you, because I know when we are together I know it's only a matter of time before my happiness comes to an end.
The truth is I am finally ready to forget you.
