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Poesia

Dive into a raw, free-verse journey into the unfiltered corners of the human mind and heart. Through scattered thoughts, half-finished dreams, and the echoes of late-night reflections, this collection explores the beauty found in imperfection. Each...

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by TheMuse_KY

by TheMuse_KY

I watched my first explicit video at age of five

In fathers mobile

Of a girl, nude and with two ponytails

Doing wrong wrong things in the frame

Don't know why,

But again and again

Years went by

I grew up,

A bit messy a bit well

Kinda hating self

Waiting for the end

As More years went by

All I needed was love

I realised

Okay

So I tried loving myself

It didn't work

For the well

Of my feelings, of need and of acceptance went too deep

I couldn't fill it

So I closed the lid

Once again I tried

To make it work

For I had a life to get by

So I tried tried and tried

Opened the deep dark well of need

With an aim to fill it bit by bit

And I remember still

When I said I loved myself

It was the young girl whose video I saw when young

As she yelled and yelled

tried to escape and get away by

Out of the well.