Crazy for You

Chapter 20

Jungkook's POV

"I've known you for a long time now. I've fallen for you long before we even met", I confessed, unable to fight the urge to caress her thigh. Sitting with her in such close proximity was messing with my mind.

"I know", she half-whispered, locking eyes with me.

"You do?!" I couldn't believe my ears.

"Yes. I mean I felt it", she corrected herself. "Although I always believed I was just delusional", her soft laugh made my heart skip a beat.

"But how?" my voice was hoarse as my mind started to race with all the possible scenarios.

"Well, at first it started out as a dream. I dreamt of you sending me a DM. But some of my dreams really came true in the past. So I just pondered if it was really about to come true some day. Then, out of curiosity, I checked everyone who viewed my last IG stories and I noticed a suspicious account. Wait, I'll show you", she took out her phone and clicked a few times before revealing my fake instagram account! Shit, I was busted. Big time! I already knew how smart she was, but I failed to realize the real power of her mind.

"Shit... I thought I was good at hiding my identity", I let out an amused scoff.

"But, of course, I always believed I was going crazy. There was no way! Although, after your confession, it's crystal clear that I wasn't delusional at all", she laughed out loud. "Can I ask you something?" she suddenly said, her eyes sparkling with an indecipherable glint.

"Sure", I nodded, turning in my seat to see her face closer. Although, my palm stayed glued to her thigh, enjoying touching her bare skin.

"Why me? There are so many fans around the world! There are so many women who love you and yet... why me?" her voice had a hint of tremble as she opened up about her deepest thoughts. I suddenly felt even more connected to her, sensing that, after today, our relationship would become even more intimate and deeper than before.

"I've pondered about this question for a while, too. But I don't have an objective explanation. It's a Feeling. The first time I saw your pictures, I acted on instinct and I never stopped acting like that whenever it came down to you. You're just special to my heart. You always were. You'll always be", I poured my heart out to her, hoping that she could sense my sincerity and maybe, simultaneously, not be repelled by my inability to explain my feelings.

Y/N locked eyes with me, her hand reaching out to mine, intertwining her fingers with mine.

"I'm truly grateful to have you in my life", she murmured with a soft glint in her gaze. I felt my heart skip a beat upon hearing her words. The sound of the doorbell pulled us out of our little bubble. I cursed under my breath, getting irritated by Wonwoo and Taeho who ruined our moment. Before she could react, I was already giving her hand a squeeze and walking towards the door.

"Y/N, where do you want the guys to leave your suitcases?" I looked back as she caught up to me.

"In that room", she pointed to a small room down the hallway whilst I couldn't stop staring at her face. She was so breathtakingly beautiful. It was crazy! Even without makeup, she looked ethereal. I wanted to press her body to mine and make love to her all night long.

I didn't bother to pay attention to two men, thanking them half-heartedly and immediately closing the door shut as Y/N kept herself busy in the kitchen.

"They left already? I didn't even get to offer drinks", she said with round eyes as I approached her. I wrapped my arms around her from behind, inhaling her scent.

"Jungkook..." she started one of her we're-not-dating-anymore talks.

"Shhh... just focus on me", I commanded in a soft tone, untying her ponytail. I felt her breath hitch as her hair fell on her shoulders. She was still sensitive to my touch. It made me giddy inside, at the same time causing my little friend get even harder than it was. My sweats felt tight since the moment I returned to Y/N's apartment.