Crazy for You

Chapter 2

Your POV

It was finally D-day. J-hope's fan meeting. You've spent hours choosing your outfit. And it was hard considering your job paid peanuts. You had to do relentless online shopping just to find the perfect outfit, which cost you much less than its face value. As Jihye and you shared your apartment, she noticed how you were constantly checking yourself in the mirror.

"You look really pretty!" your friend smiled.

"Thank you! I just wanna be a memorable fan. You know what I mean?" you sighed.

"You will be. Just focus on enjoying each second!" Jihye said while you nodded your head, both grabbing your jackets to head out.

You still couldn't believe you were about to see J-hope. Till the last second, it seemed to you that all of it would be a dream. Like you'd wake up and be back to your modest apartment.

"I'm your hope, you're my hope. I'm J-...... hope!" the sound coming from his microphone made you realize that it was all, in fact, happening. For real.

A few songs performed by J-hope made you fall for his voice once more. You were always fond of his voice and his personality. Sometimes you wondered why he didn't become a vocalist. In their song "Spring Day", Hobi's voice sounded so smooth and masculine, that you couldn't stop listening to it over and over again.

As fans lined up to have their little moment with J-hope, you were holding your merch in your hands like your life depended on it. Your palms were sweaty, your thoughts scattered around, unable to formulate the words that you wanted to tell J-hope.

As you saw him making eye contact with you, you knew, it was time.

"Hi", was all you could utter, simultaneously extending your hand and giving him his album. "Can you sign this for me, please?"

"What's your name?" J-hope smiled, he seemed to understand your nervousness.

"Y/N" you answered briefly. Your mind running with million thoughts that you wanted to tell the man before you.

"Wait, Y/N?" J-hope paused, his eyebrows scrunched up in thought.

"Yeah. Is there a problem?" you didn't know what he meant. Did he know your name?

"Y/N.. I just recalled seeing one of your posts on social media."

"Huh? Which post?" you were baffled, no, flabbergasted. How is it possible that a BTS member could see your post? A nobody with 570 followers...?

"Just the one where you introduced yourself and told the story of you becoming an ARMY", his words shocked you to your core.

"How... what... how... I mean... how did you see that? I mean I don't even have many followers." you were almost gasping for air.

"Actually, it was Jungkook who showed me the video. The way you expressed yourself in that video, it seemed genuine." Hobi's warm smile paired with the constant eye contact was making your brain malfunction.

"Wow, I... I'm glad.. I mean thank you so much! It means the world!" you were using your last brain cells.

"As far as I remember you also mentioned you were an aspiring singer in that video", your eyes were so wide that they were ready to jump out and run away.

"I am. I just, I don't think it's ever going to come true..." you trailed off, feeling sad and discouraged. You felt like a child that couldn't make their parents proud.

"I get how hard it can get in the music industry" Hobi looked in your eyes, reaching out to grab your hand. You felt warm and comforted just by looking in his eyes. But his touch, it felt like you met your long lost brother.

"Thank you", you muttered, slightly terrified that you could start crying any minute.

"Hey, here's an idea. You can leave your phone number to me and if there's an opportunity for an aspiring singer like yourself, I'll reach out to you" the BTS member suggested, making you gasp.

"I'd be delighted! But is that okay? I don't want to cause any harm to you or BTS, for that matter!" your response was quicker than you thought. Maybe your brain was back to functioning again.

"Not at all! And it's me who offered it" Hobi shrugged, smiling and nodding his head in reassurance.

As you were riding Jihye's car back to your apartment, you couldn't stop dreaming of a day when J-hope would contact you with an opportunity in the music industry. Little did you know, it would be the other BTS member that would be contacting you.