Your POV
"Be my girlfriend", Jungkook's words were on repeat in your head, as you felt like you saw fireworks in the background. Or maybe fireworks were going off in your heart, you couldn't tell the difference anymore. You could barely feel the ground beneath you. You felt like your soul left your body, floating around in the firework of feelings.
Jungkook was staring into your soul with his dark orbs, urging you to answer.
"Yes... no... I mean... why? No, it's not right, I'm... I don't know what to say" were the words that left your lips. "I'm sorry, I need a few seconds to gather my thoughts", you declared after mumbling incoherent words.
"Okay, you can have your time", he smirked, probably finding your state amusing. "But tell me one thing, do you like me?" he took your hand in his, intertwining your fingers. His ring-clad fingers, his tattoo and his body heat made your heart flutter non-stop.
"Yes, I like you. A lot, obviously", your breath hitched hearing your own confession. You've never felt so "exposed" and you didn't even plan to be confessing your honest feelings like this. You were never the type to be so open with your feelings, especially love, but Jungkook was causing some kind of changes in your behavior. You didn't know what it was but you wanted to call it "Jungkook effect".
You almost didn't notice how Jungkook's eyes started to sparkle like the prettiest starry night.
"I like you a lot, too. A lot more than you think," his lips curved in a seductive smile.
"But it's our first time meeting. I know a lot about you but you don't know a lot about me..." you trailed off, expressing your honest thoughts. He seemed a little taken aback by your words.
"I don't need to know you for a long time to know what kind of person you are, Y/N. But if you want to take some time to get to know me, I can understand that", Jungkook's response was so confident, that you couldn't help but nod, agreeing.
"Yes, please. I'm just... I don't want to cause you any harm. I know dating is hard for a celebrity. Also, we're going to work together, I don't want to jeopardize our relationship", you stated, finally gaining your ability to think back.
In the back of your mind, no matter how absurd it sounded, it felt like you were betraying your ARMY friends. You didn't want to be scrutinized for being Jungkook's girlfriend. Being an ARMY helped you through lots of hardships and you met lots of good friends by joining the fandom. You were afraid of their reaction, what would they say, what would their reaction be, if they were to learn you were dating Jungkook.
"Dating you wouldn't harm me, Y/N. I can protect myself. I can protect you, too. Never forget that", he almost sounded angry, his voice firm, his eyes staring into your soul. You started to feel a little intimidated and tried to take your hand away from his hold, but he wouldn't let go. The more you pulled, the more he held onto your hand, pulling you back towards himself. One strong pull and your body crashed on his. The difference in height made you look up to see his face. You were getting irritated at his stubbornness. Yet he still didn't let go of your hand.
"Let me drive you home", Jungkook soothed you with a softer voice. He licked his lips, his tongue playing with his lip piercing. You couldn't take your eyes off of the sight.
"If you want me to kiss you, just ask", his chuckle rumbled from his chest, making your insides turn and your cheeks flush with embarrassment.
"Please drive me home", you were too proud to ask or maybe too stupid to not ask him something like that, so you chose to say the "safe" option.
The entire ride back home was mostly silent, the air thick with sexual tension. You could feel it. He could feel it. You knew he could feel it.
The second he pulled over, you rushed to get out of the car. His presence and his allure were too much for your heart to handle. Your heartbeat was frantic, your palms sweaty.
"See you. Thank you for today", you gave him a warm smile in attempt to hide your state. You were struggling with your seatbelt when Jungkook smirked and leaned his upper body towards yours. You instantly took your hands away, afraid of your body's reaction to his touch.
"It gets harder to handle when you're nervous", he beamed, his smile resembling one of a hunter hunting down its prey.
Once freed, you were about to get off the car when you noticed Jungkook getting out with you. You looked at him wondering why he was getting out of his car.
"Jungkook, it's dangerous, someone might see you!" you whisper-yelled, warning him.
"There's no one outside at this hour. It's alright", he gracefully waved his hand signing it's not a big deal. "I'll walk you to your apartment", he added. You wanted to protest but you didn't want to reject him any more than you did tonight.
As you silently took the elevator, you were praying for no one to get on so the handsome man beside you wouldn't be spotted. The whole ride to your floor, Jungkook's body was almost pressed onto yours from behind, as you stood frozen, looking at the door. Suddenly, you felt his hand gently move your hair away to one side, exposing the back of your neck to him.
"Do you have work in the morning?" his breath hit the back of your neck, sending shivers down your spine.
"Yes", you whispered as if you were committing sin standing in this position with Jungkook.
"And when do you usually leave for work, hm?" he questioned, his voice making your legs feel like jelly.
"It depends on my shift, but tomorrow I'm leaving at 9:30am", you didn't know why you were telling him everything as if he was already your boyfriend. He didn't respond. The sound of the elevator reaching your floor making you exhale in relief. You needed to get away from this dangerous man right now.
"Thank you for walking me till my apartment", you said everything in one breath.
"You're very welcome, Y/N", Jungkook looked into your eyes, smirking. Afraid to fall under his spell again, you turned around and marched towards your apartment door.
But you didn't get to touch your door's handle as your whole body was pulled back. You landed into his arms. Jungkook wrapped his arms around you from behind, inhaling your scent, just like he did earlier. After a few seconds, he pulled his head away from your neck, his hand brushing your hair away to one side and trailing wet kisses all over the back of your neck.
"Mmmm, you drive me crazy", he said in between his kisses, making your head dizzy. "Tell me how you feel right now", he added, hooking his chin on your shoulder. With his breath right around your ear and his intoxicating cologne, it was hard for you to think. Again.
"You make me feel like... " you started.
"Like..?" Jungkook urged you to continue, his lips brushing on your ear.
"Like I'm melting under your touch..." you finished your sentence, unable to hide your true thoughts from the man of your dreams.
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