Crazy for You

Chapter 25

Your POV

"We need you, Y/N. We need you as a musician. We need you as a friend", Hoseok joined in, making you tear up.

"Thank you, guys. Thank you so much", you closed your eyes in an attempt to push back tears that threatened to fall any time.

"And about Jungkook, we are sorry. We thought we taught him better than that. I'm sure he doesn't have anything going on with Minji. As far as we know, he ended his relationship with her long before you two met", Jin added with utmost sincerity in his gaze. You nodded, unable to express your opinion. Frankly, you still felt betrayed and disappointed in Jungkook. Seeing his hand on that girl's thigh and the talk about her virginity led you to believe that they certainly had lots of intimate moments together. And the thought of it alone made you nauseous. Jungkook with another woman... You wondered how good he made her feel. You wondered how loved he made her feel...

"I feel betrayed..", you suddenly voiced out your thoughts. "I can't stop imagining him with that girl", you added as you started to feel alcohol take over your body.

"I'm sure he feels terribly sorry", Hoseok said in a soft tone, pouring more somaek into your glass.

Just when you were about to take another sip of your drink, a doorbell started to ring non-stop. Someone was pressing it like a mad person in state of emergency.

"What the hell?!" Jin immediately stood up, walking over to his door to ask who the culprit was.

"It's me, hyung", the minute you heard Jungkook's low voice, your heartbeat increased. You didn't know if it was because you were scared of seeing him again or if it was because you were eager to see him. Either way, you didn't like the feeling.

"Jungkook, why'd you come here?" Jin questioned as soon as he opened the door.

"Where is she?" Jungkook titled his head to get a better look inside the apartment.

The second his eyes met yours, he stepped in, his intense gaze sending shivers down your spine. Hoseok's ringtone brought you out of your trance.

"Hello? Yeah, he's here. Jimin, I told you to keep an eye on him!" J-hope furrowed his eyebrows, listening to the younger guy at the other end of the call.

Jungkook silently took a seat on an armchair right across from you as he took a glass and started to pour some soju in it.

"There's somaek here", J-hope pointed at a tall glass beside him.

"I'll drink soju", Jungkook shook his head right before drinking the entire glass of soju in one go.

"If you're going to argue with Y/N or ruin the night, go", Jin firmly stated before taking his seat next to you.

"I don't want to argue with her. I want to talk to her", Jungkook responded in the same cold tone, making eye contact with you. You silently averted your gaze, focusing your attention on the glass in your hand as you took a long sip.

"Then why were you so rude today?" you suddenly uttered, surprising not only yourself but others, too. You thought alcohol in your system was making you bolder than you usually were.

"Cause you wouldn't listen to me!" Jungkook gritted, his mood swings making you tear up again. You didn't know if you were hormonal because of your period or you were already wasted.

"Do you two wanna talk alone for a bit?" Hoseok suggested, observing your facial expressions.

"No!" you exclaimed, avoiding Jungkook's gaze.

"See, you don't even let me fuckin' expain!" your ex-boyfriend's dark gaze made your heart clench with all the hurt that's been brewing inside you.

"Language!" Jin warned Jungkook in a deep voice.