Crazy for You

Chapter 5

Your POV

"Why? It's not a kiss on the lips. It's a type of thing that friends can do", Jungkook shrugged, making your face heat up. You weren't sure you could survive a kiss on the cheek. He was your bias for fuck's sake! And kissing him as soon as you met him was dangerous for your heart.

"Hmm.. is there another option?" you played with rings on your fingers, feeling agitated. Jungkook took a few seconds to study your face and possibly think of another option.

"Or.. you can tell me the most embarrassing dream you had about me. It can be anything from kissing me to something like spending a night with me", your eyes widened at the audacity of the man before you.

"Jungkook... I... I can't..." you gasped, images of your unholy dreams invading your mind. There was one where you made out with him on a balcony of a fancy hotel room... Under the moonlight, your bodies entangled together as you wrapped your legs around him as he sucked on the skin of your neck. You could feel your heartbeat increase at the memory of your dream.

"Then it leaves you with only one option. Although, you must've had an M rated dream with me, judging by your inability to tell me about it", he wiggled his eyebrows, enjoying your state.

"NO!" you almost shouted. "No, it wasn't a smut", you denied. "Can't I just buy you coffee?"

"You can but it doesn't really prove that I'm your bias", Jungkook chuckled, looking too happy. You were backed into a corner, so you just decided to cave in.

"Okay, I'll give you a kiss on the cheek" as soon you uttered those words, Jungkook stopped chuckling, his eyes moving from your eyes to your lips. He gulped and licked his lips, making you feel tingly inside.

As you were ready to pay for your food, your eyes almost popped out, seeing the bill.

"It's my treat", Jungkook seemed at ease while taking out his card to pay.

"You really don't have to but thank you!" you didn't have a choice but to comply as you couldn't pay a month's rent for a dinner bill. "Let me buy you coffee at least", you added.

"Coffee and... " Jungkook tapped on his right cheek, tilting his head towards you.

"I-I remember" you stuttered.

As you grabbed your coffee orders, you decided to take a walk near the Han River. It was pretty late so there was no one around.

"So, J-hope tells me you wanna become a singer?" Jungkook started, his cologne invading your nostrils with every whiff of the autumn breeze.

"Yep, it's my dream," you murmured, sipping your decaf.

"I have a song which would sound great with female vocals in it. It wouldn't be a long part but your name would be included as a featuring artist", his words made you feel disconnected from reality. What on Earth is happening? What are the chances of your bias making not one but two job offers to you?!!!

"Are you sure you'd want me featuring it?" was all you could respond to his preposition.

"I already like your voice. When it comes to recording, you can do it with guidance of our producer, so why not?" Was this man just a laid-back musician or did he believe in you a little too much?

"But you don't know how well I can sing?" you stated the obvious.

"How about you show me then?" he stopped walking and turned his body towards you.

"Right now?" you stopped as well.

"Yeah, let me help you with that. I'll start singing and you join in whenever you want." Gosh, he was so considerate...

"My usual go-to is "Shot Glass of Tears", you pressed your lips.

"My song?" Jungkook's lips curved in a smile. You nodded.

"Okay, join me whenever you feel like it. Tell me, am I ever gon' feel again? Tell me, am I ever gon' heal again? Got a shot glass full of tears. Drink, drink, drink, say, "Cheers"... " as you listened to him sing you didn't notice when you joined in but as you glanced up at him, you felt something special, some kind of strong connection between you two. Jungkook gently took your hand in his as you walked slowly, while singing together.

"I got all these diamonds runnin' down my face. And I ain't letting any of 'em go to waste. Got a shot glass full of tears. Drink, drink, drink, say, "Cheers"..." you sang and looked at each other, finding a strong sense of comfort in his presence.

"Your voice sounds even better than I expected", Jungkook whispered, stopping and turning to you again.

"I could never be as good as you", you said quietly but he caught every word.

"Y/N, you're really good at this. I'm sure someday everyone in the world will see what I saw today. Just wait, it'll come true. I'll help you myself," as he uttered each word, you felt yourself healing from every hurt and rejection. Every failure, every rejection, scrutiny of judges during auditions, you felt like you finally met someone who really saw you.

Unable to contain your emotions, you tiptoed on your toes and swiftly pecked Jungkook on his cheek. He froze for a moment, and you were quick to regret your actions. What if you crossed your boundaries and he didn't really want you to give him a kiss? What if he was just joking and you took it all too seriously? You were spiraling until he grabbed your arm and pushed you against his chest.

In a second, you were wrapped in his arms as he inhaled your scent. It was your turn to freeze this time. Jungkook didn't seem fazed by your reaction, too immersed in holding you in his arms. You hugged him back as you felt strange sensations all over your body. After what felt like an eternity, he pulled his head away from your neck and brushed a strand of hair behind your ear. His eyes traveled your face as you felt lost in his sparkly big eyes. God, he was so breathtakingly beautiful...

As his lips met yours in a passionate kiss, you couldn't help but gasp. What the hell was happening?! His yearning kiss paired with the addictive taste of his lips made your head spin. He was sucking on your lower lip as you started to respond to his kiss. Next thing you knew, his tongue was entangled with yours, fighting for dominance. And he was winning with so much ease. Your coffee cups were long forgotten on the ground. As you gasped for air, Jungkook reluctantly pulled away from your lips. His cheeks were flushed, his pupils dilated, his wavy locks scattered around his forehead. He was a mess. A hot mess.

"Y/N..." your name sounded sweet like honey coming off his lips.

"Jungkook... " was all you could say. "I.. I don't think it was right.." you trailed off.

"Why? I find you enticing", Jungkook still had his arms wrapped around you.

"I mean you're offering me a job... I cannot be kissing you simultaneously... I think I made a mistake by kissing you on the cheek. I'm .." before you could say sorry, Jungkook silenced you with a finger on your lips.

"I kissed you because I wanted to. And the job is a separate issue. Your talent is obvious to any idiot. Please don't misunderstand my actions", he elaborated, pleading you with his eyes.

"Well, up until this day, I've failed every audition, so I don't think I have the talent", you stated.

"You've no idea how many people are blind to the real talent. Once you'll start working with the real professionals, you'll see your value. In the meantime, I have a request..."

"What is it?"

"Be my girlfriend."

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