Killing me softly

24.

Ronnie;

Jesus fucking Christ if only she knew how hard it was to keep my composure with her ontop of me moments ago, and the way she enjoyed my hand being around her throat.

I heard that little whimper escape her lips, and I knew while she was on top of me how wet she was, but as a man I'm not gonna instantly fuck her. I want her to wait. I want her to want me so badly it aches. I want her to beg for more when I'm ontop of her taking what's always been mine. So the wait shall continue not only for her but also myself.

I finally release her throat from my grip, my hand is now cold from where she once was. She stands there infront of me, looking over me with her stunning green eyes, the eyes I envisioned in my mind, the eyes that caught me and never left.

" wait here." I tell her and she nods her head

I slip into the closet taking off my sweat pants and putting on my black cargo pants. I go back into the room and she sits at the end of the bed; purse next to her waiting for us to go. Good girl.

I slip on my boots and place my mask around my neck but leaving it down for now. I grab my hoodie and throw that on. I make my way towards her and hold my hand out. She doesn't think, instead she stands quickly grabbing my hand tightly and following my lead. Good girl.

We leave the room and make our way to the living room where max sits looking at his laptop, and I can't believe what my eyes are seeing next.

"Yo man, we missed a lot that happened." Max says to me as I stand my ground near the door keeping little red tucked behind me.

" yeah well if it wasn't for you we would have been on top of shit. What's he doing here?" I motion pointing at Chris who sits on my fucking couch almost seemingly to mock me

" he's here to help me get into some files. Alex just did some major buys. Guns. Grenades. Even a fucking rocket launcher man. What the fuck does he need a rocket launcher for?" Max says chuckling shaking his head and his eyes catch her behind me

" better yet, what is she doing here?" Max asked me now standing and walking over to us; Chris's head goes up when he heard max mention a female.

" she is here because I want her here and because I fucking said so. Chris on the other hand does not need to be here when I get back." I said in a growled tone my eyes going dark as I can see Chris trying to see behind me

I grab her arm and tuck her away further behind me and I can feel her small hands grip the back of my coat.

" look man I don't know what you have against me but-" Chris started out but I cut him off

" you know exactly what you did Chris. I was the one that smashed you over the fucking head for causing problems in her bar." I said to him and Chris's face has a partly surprised but cold look to it

" you mean to tell me that little fine piece of ass that also wrapped my arm around my back, has you this bent outta shape Ronnie? I'm not even mad you hit me with the chair, but I will say this. Watch yourself radke." He says to me and I lunge forward but max stops me

" do I need to come over there and remove your fucking tongue and teeth,  motionless? Or are you gonna speak respectfully about my fucking woman?"  Is all I can say to him as anger seeps through my core, not paying attention to the other words he said other than speaking on little red.

" I'll speak respectfully; with my tongue shoved down her throat and cock shoved deep inside her tight little pussy." Chris says smirking and waving at little red standing behind me and before max or anyone can think I'm across the room slamming Chris to the floor; and standing over him.

I whip out my pocket knife and snatch Chris's head back revealing his throat and placing the blade to it.

" why don't I shove this fucking blade down your throat and make you not be able to speak ever again? Want me to do that Chris? Cause I fucking can and I fucking will if another nasty smart fucking remark leaves your mouth about her. Try me." I growl lowly, adrenaline coursing through my veins as I see a trickle of blood slide down the blade

" alright. Alright! Get the fuck off me already." Chris says wiggling from my grip.

I release him and his head hits the floor hard with a little bounce. He groans in pain but all I can focus on is my sweet little fire standing there seeming unfazed by the events that just unfolded. Maybe I won't scare her like I always thought I would, I mean like she said she has seen and been through some pretty traumatizing shit, and honestly I can only imagine, but I won't press the matter until she's ready to tell me.

" alright max. I'm gonna take her back to her house get her some clothes. Do we have any meetings today?" I asked him as I placed my hand along little reds lower back and making our way to the front door.

" gotta meet up with Wolfe later on. And uhm Ronnie.... Alex wants another meeting with you..." he says looking down and back up

I sigh shaking my head. If Alex wants a meeting that's fine. But I gotta be careful of what I do with little red in the mean time. If Alex knows she's in the same room all hell might break loose like last time; but at the same time I don't really have much of a choice.

" wear all black. Grab a face covering of some kind too, and preferably a jacket with a hood. I don't have a choice but you're coming with us tonight. I'd rather take a major risk and have you with me than me be distracted by deals and something happen to you. Do you understand little red?" I say to her as we pull off from my home

" yes sir I understand.. is there gonna be guns a blood involved?" She asks me softly, her emerald green eyes taking hold of mine for a moment.

" I sure hope not little fire, but you never know how these deals turn out, does that scare you?" I ask her gripping the steering wheel and focusing on the road

" no. It didn't scare me when you had that man; Chris, pinned to the ground. It kinda turned me on if I'm being honest." She said and I suck in a breath as my heart stops for a few seconds did she really just say that to me?

" Jesus fucking Christ little red don't say things like that to me." I say to her shaking my head

Her hand finds my upper thigh; rather close to my member. She leans over the center console, still smelling of vanilla and fresh flowers.

" why not? Is it too distracting?" She says lowly and seemingly seductively. I see exactly what's she's doing and she's doing a great job at it

" no little red, you're never too distracting for me. But if you're not careful with those words I won't be able to hold myself. Does that scare you?" I ask her as we come up to a stop light

I look over at her and our faces are mere inches apart, her green eyes catching my brown ones, and pulling me further into her sanctuary.

" no, Ronnie it doesn't scare me. It actually excites me." She says smirking and I bite my bottom lip as I see the light turn green and pull off from the stop light

Jesus Christ this woman is becoming my entire being. Fucking hell ronald what have you gotten yourself in to.