Killing me softly

16.

Ronnie;

I saw everything. From the moment she woke up to the moment in the bar. I watched her prance around her room unknowing that I can fully see and hear her. The cameras are motion detecting so anywhere she goes in her home it notifies me of movement.

The white lace hugged her curves beautifully as I watched her this morning it was quite frankly very fucking hard to keep myself at bay. I could easily fold under her in a heart beat, I mean shit I could barely hold my composure with her in my passenger seat.

I sigh pulling into a dark area and open up my phone from where it has notified me that she's moving around in the home. She doesn't even get comfy just takes off her shoes and places herself on the couch with a blanket and plays a movie. She looks sad, and lonely and I hate that she looks that way, when she was just sitting with me looking at me as if I'm the greatest thing in the entire world.

I know she wants to be just as close as I do, and I know her brain runs ramped with the same dirty thoughts as mine do, I could especially tell that when she looked at me the first time and squeezed her ever so perfect thighs together. God how I could have pulled over and had my way with her right then and there. Her green eyes watching me intently trying to figure me out.

I can't wait for the day I can bring her with me and keep her safe at all times, even though I'm sure if she finds out who I am and what I've done I'll probably scare her off and again that's the last thing on this earth I ever wanna do.

As I continue to watch her I notice she isn't getting any food or drink whatsoever. Excuse me little fire of mine where the fuck is your dinner at? I roll my eyes and shake my head I swear she doesn't care whether she's hungry or not and that bothers me for some reason even though I'm kinda the same way I'll go all day and not eat a fucking thing then regret it later and I don't need her regretting that or going to bed hungry. She may take care of herself but there's something's I feel like isn't on her priority list.

I take matters into my own hands and place an order through to Angelo's Italian restaurant. I order her a nice steak pasta that comes with a garlic butter Alfredo sauce, and a side salad. I even felt a little spoilish so I got her a red velvet slice of cake for dessert. I left a note for the receipt of course so she knew it was safe to eat.

-you will no longer go without or put off eating. Whether you eat it now or later tonight you had better enjoyed this delicious meal, and there's even a little something special in there too. See you soon little red- Ronnie

I put my full name knowing it's inevitable at this point and she already knows it since Andy blew that part of my cover; luckily though he didn't give it all away. I sigh again checking the time and waiting for her food to arrive.

While I wait, I realize I haven't heard from max at all today, or even the other night when I kicked him out of my car. I clear out her cameras and dial max's number. He answers

" Ronald." Is all he says

" bro where have you been? Alex tried some shit again luckily I was watching." I tell him

" seems like you got everything under control man. I gotta go talk to you later." He says almost hanging up but I stop him as I hear voices in the back ground

" where are you at?" I say simply

" none of your fucking business. Honestly Ronald you know what, just work for yourself. I'm not dying over no fucking bitch." He says and my blood boils and anger and rage fills me