Killing me softly

27

Jade;

Ronnie's words hit me like a freight train that's fully loaded. I know he cares but the more and more he speaks the more evident it is just how much he really does care; it's almost shocking for me really as I've lost both my parents, barely had friends, and didn't really have a lot of other family that cared about me.

Silence filled the car; my anxiety is through the roof as we draw closer to the place we're meeting Alex at. Now I have a name to go with the face but that makes it so much worse. Ronnie can sense my fight or flight mode as he now takes his hand and places it on my upper thigh squeezing again gently just as he did before.

" alright, when we get in here just try to stay behind me alright? If I tell you to run, you run like your fucking life depends on it and don't look back. If I tell you to shoot, you shoot and don't think twice. Got me little fire?" Ronnie says to me taking 2 guns from his glove box and loading them with ammo handing me one

" yes sir." I say to him as max now exits the car and stands by the front of it

Unexpectedly Ronnie swiftly wraps his hand around my throat bringing me closer to him over the center console.

" what did I tell you about those two sweet words little red? Watch yourself the night isn't over yet." He says to me almost with a low growl in his tone I knew I was fucking with his nerves this entire time; knowing he enjoys to be obeyed, and knowing that he enjoys it just excites me so much more.

" why? Are you gonna fuck me senseless if I don't watch myself?" The words being held captive in my head spills from my mouth quicker than I can catch them as I smirk behind my mask; my eyes holding so much desire and lust; and if you're wondering no I don't regret a word I said.

His grip tightened; his eyes growing dark with just the same if not more amount of lust and desire that mine have.

" you'd like that wouldn't you? For me to rail you endlessly hearing your precious screams and moans, your little whimpers and begs as you grip the bed sheets trying to wiggle from my grip?" He says and in this moment he definitely one upped me for sure as I'm now left speechless once again in his passenger seat

He holds me there a minute longer our eyes searching eachothers for anything and everything all at once. I can't help but shift a little in my seat as I can feel myself growing more and more aroused the longer he holds me like this.

A pound on the hood of the car broke us from the current moment. Max holds his phone up and motions to the fairly empty looking building. Alex is here. Fuck.

" remember what I said alright? Especially the last part, little one. " he says; all of a sudden changing up one of my nicknames and honestly it makes me wonder why? I like my little red and sweet little fire of his, but like everything else it can't stay the same forever.

" yes sir, I remember everything crystal clear." I say to him winking and he takes an exaggerated breath and seems to very lowly growl as he exits the vehicle.

He comes around to my side and lets me out; instantly grabbing my hand and keeping me as close as I can possibly be to him without tripping him up. A big bright light cuts on inside the building and I'm finally able to see it's an abandoned one. Graffiti lining the walls as we grow closer and I can smell a faint burning smell. My heart spikes and I'm sure Ronnie can feel my hands gently shaking at this point; not just from anxiety but also the insane amount of adrenaline coursing through my veins.

I never knew I'd be roped into this kinda of life style but at the same time you can't really help who you end up falling for. I know for a fact my father would NOT approve of Ronnie at all, but ya know what? He ain't here to say that himself so I'm gonna keep doing what makes me happy.

" hello Ronald." Alex's deep Russian accents says breaking me from my deep thought

I'm tucked partially behind Ronnie now but I can see an empty metal table, and a few chairs placed around it.

" terrible." Ronnie says bringing me closer behind him

" ah good, the gangs all here, how ya doin max? Alright, yeah?" Alex says to max and max nods his head up towards Alex

" what do you want Alex. You wanted to speak with me." Ronnie says his voice holding a certain tone that I haven't heard since the night he first saved me from this man

" ah yes of course. Well I have run into some big money opportunities, some that maybe even you couldn't turn down. But there's one problem." Alex says and I peek around Ronnie to see Alex taking a seat in one of the chairs and lighting a fat cigar

He dawns a royal blue suit with gold accents and gold loafers. Gold jewelry dawns his fingers, and all I can think is god those would hurt to be hit with.

" what's the problem, you made it this far supporting yourself." Ronnie says clearing his throat and now releasing my hand to fold his arms over his chest

" the problem is that girl disappeared." Alex says and my heart stops and drops instantly to my fucking ass.

Is he talking about me? Please god let me be wrong.

" what girl Alex? be more specific girls go missing all the time in this fucking city." Ronnie says clearly aggravated by Alex's innuendos.

" the girl from the bar Ronnie. That little foxy thing that worked there. I ain't seen her in some time. Speaking of her, I almost feel like I can smell her perfume." Alex says and my body trembles slightly

I never even sprayed perfume it's just my shampoo and conditioner what the fuck. Either way this man is completely unaware I'm right behind Ronnie right now, unless he just put the pieces together. Ronnie stays silent for a moment and I can feel the anger radiating off of him.

" move on to the next girl Alex. There's plenty." Ronnie says as I feel his body now tense up

" you know where she's at don't you Ronnie? Maybe even a little closer than expected?" Alex says and he smirks the most evil smirk someone could make

" leave it alone Alex." Max says which me and Ronnie were not expecting seeing as how he was so against me and Ronnie being close

" oh shut up max, you're no big dog. But Ronnie here, oh he's the entire wolf, baby! A beast! A monster! Did you tell your precious little angel what you've done?" Alex says standing now growing closer to Ronnie and I

" stop Alex." Ronnie says sternly

" no Ronnie let's continue shall we? Let's talk about how you wanna hide someone behind your back next. who is it huh? A leak? Otherwise known as informant? A poser? Do you want me to keep stupidly guessing even though we both know exactly what's behind you, gripping onto you for dear fucking life." Alex says now damn near in Ronnie's face still not looking behind him to me.

He's waiting for Ronnie to show me. And honestly in this moment Alex is right I am gripping onto Ronnie for dear fucking life.