Addicted To You- Billie Eilish Fanfic

truth or dare

Rio's pov-

Me and Billie hung out the entire time at the music venue. I was high for half of it, but I remembered a lot of things about her. She really liked to sing and had a different song stuck in her head every hour. Her voice was absolutely perfect. I asked her to sing a few songs for me which she did happily. 

Tanya ended up hooking up with Jonah and me and Billie ended up crashing at my place. Apparently her and her family, which she seemed to not like to talk about a lot except for her brother Finneas who she seemed to idolize, were in an argument and she didn't want to go home. 

I honestly don't remember what happened later on that night but I do remember us knocking out in my bed. 

I was now awake replying to Tanya's 30 something messages about how good the night went with her and Jonah. 

I slowly got out of bed careful to not wake Billie and walked to the bathroom. I grabbed a bottle of pills from a little drawer on the counter and popped 2 in my mouth. I held my head under the faucet and swallowed the pills down with some water. 

Before going back to my room I checked my moms room. Empty. She probably stayed the night at Phil's. 

I went back into my room and sat on the bed.

"Your so precious when you sleep." I heard Billie say finally waking up. She grabbed my shoulder and pulled me back to lie down facing her. We both layed on our sides looking at each other.

 "You watched me sleep?'' I teased her.

"I mean not on some weird shit  you were just so pretty and looked so peaceful..'' I blushed. She noticed and sat up. 

"Yo lets play a game." 

"What kinda game?" I sat up as well. We both sat Indian style facing each other. 

"Truth or dare?"

"Okay!"

"Okay but like you can't be backing out and shit. This not pussy truth or dare okay?"

"Okay, okay ask me"

"Truth or dare?''

I thought for a second, "Truth." 

"What do you think of me? Honestly."

I didn't even really need a second to think on this question. "I think your really cool and funny. And I'm happy when I'm around you. I also think your super pretty." I smiled at her and she was smiling right back at me. 

"You really think all that?" 

"Of course I do. I wouldn't lie to you" I thought about the pills I had just popped in the bathroom. I mean I wasn't lying I just wasn't telling her about them. She didn't ask and I didn't want to get into it. I didn't want her to not wanna hang out with me because of my addiction. 

"Truth." 

"What do you think of ME?" I asked her. I was honestly nervous for what she was gonna say. I didn't like myself at all so I wouldn't judge her for thinking badly of me, but I really wanted her to like me. 

"I think your beautiful. I don't think you know that though. I think you see yourself differently but in my eyes your like perfect. And I think maybe I kinda like you...like a lot'' she looked me directly in my eyes. I would have never been able to say something so bold while making direct eye contact, but that was the thing about Billie. she wasn't phased by hardly anything. That's what I loved about her.

"You like me?"

"I do. Since I first saw you last night in the bathroom I've been thinking about having you. In every way. But truth or dare?''

She thought about having me in every way? 

"Dare." I said boldly. 

"I dare you to sit on my lap and make out with me." 

Maybe it was because I was starting to feel high or maybe I really did actually like her. I think it was a bit of both, but I crawled over to her and sat on her lap. She cupped my cheek and pulled my lips onto hers. Her lips were warm and soft and felt good on mine. 

I repositioned myself so I straddled her and she placed her hands on my hips grabbing them softly. I started to grind on her and she broke the kiss looking into my eyes. I thought I did something wrong but then she started to take off her shirt.