Addicted To You- Billie Eilish Fanfic

giggles

TW!!- sexual harassment

Rio's pov-

My phone had died about 20 minutes ago and I was still sitting on the bus. Only a few more miles to go before we reached South Central. Jason got his drugs from this dude who went by Giggles, I have no idea why that was his nickname because I'd never seen him laugh and there was nothing that looked funny or bubbly about him. 

He had tattoos everywhere including on his face and inner lips. He has a brother who helps him  sell the drugs but I never got his name. 

My plan was to come to Giggles with the little money I had and one of my moms old engagement rings that he could pawn for extra money. The ring I took meant nothing to my mom. She was engaged like every other couple months. Plus, she was the reason I had to take my ass down here in the first place so I don't really care that I'm basically selling her shit. She sold mine. But hopefully Giggles would be able to supply me with some pills after he took my money and I could go back home. 

I remember Jason telling me even when I was going through the worst withdrawal symptoms to never go see Giggles by myself and only when I was with him. But I needed these fucking pills and when I go through withdrawal I'll do damn near anything. 

I don't know how I was gonna explain this to Billie. I probably broke her heart. She had been so excited for today. Our one month anniversary and I'm over here feining for drugs. More than missing our anniversary though she'd be hurt that I lied to her. I told her I was clean. I didn't like lying to her, but I just could NOT stop doing the pills. I tried and I couldn't bring myself to flush them. I didn't want Billie to leave me but I knew my addiction was breaking her. 

time skip-

The bus finally stopped and I got out. I didn't have my phone so I couldn't use Maps but I knew the place pretty well. I'd been here once before with Jason.

It was dark outside now but the sky had a pink tint to it. It was really pretty. I wish I didn't have stomach cramps and snot coming down my face or I might have actually been able to really enjoy my surroundings. 

After about a 15 minute walk I was quite literally limping to Giggle's door. I knocked and held onto the stair railing for support. Fuck, I'm never running out of drugs again.

Giggles opened the door on the third bang and had a gun directed straight at my forehead. 

"Woah, woah. I-i just need some pills. Do you have anything?" 

He put the gun back in his pocket and looked me up and down. "Wow, you look like fucking shit. Get in here." 

I walked inside the door and he locked it behind me.

"Sit on the couch." 

I limped over to the couch and sat down. My stomach cramps were getting worse.

"You look like you take that pussy shit. What do you want?"

"Um d-do you have Oxy and some Opium?" He looked at me and laughed. 

"So you do take that pussy shit. Lemme check." He went into the other room and I heard him talking to someone. Probably his brother. 

After about 5 minutes he came back and had 3 bottles. I literally felt my mouth watering. I got up to grab them but he pushed me back down. 

"You think I'm just gonna hand you this shit? You gotta pay up. 250." 

250 fucking dollars? Jason never made me pay that much. 

"I don't have 250, I have 100 and a ring you could probably get 150 for?"

"That don't sound like 250 to me? And this isn't a jewelry store. 250 in cash." 

"I don't have 250." My head was pounding and sweat was dripping down my temples. I was getting really pissed off because he was obviously over pricing me and then standing in front of me dangling the pills in my face. 

"Well... there's other ways you can pay me. I'll take payment other than cash." He smirked at me and I knew what he wanted. 

"I have a girlfriend." I said dryly. "How about you just give me the one bottle and I give you the 100 in cash I have right now?"

"No! You get the 3 bottles right now or nothing. If you pay me. You don't have cash so pay me in another way. I know your not feeling the best right now so I'll shoot you up some Heroin, get you feeling better, and we can start the payment process." 

I'd never done Heroin in my life. Jason had never given me any and I never asked for it. That shit can get dangerous real quick. So can pills but Heroin is worse. 

"I've never done Heroin and I don't fix..."

"It's okay baby girl. A first time for everything right? Come here" He set the bottles down and grabbed me, taking me into a dark bedroom. 

I thought about Billie and hoped she would forgive me but I knew I fucked up. I disappeared and now I was gonna fuck some crazy drug dealer for more drugs.