Addicted To You- Billie Eilish Fanfic

liar

Billie's pov-

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I tried texting Rio multiple times and got left on seen and now she wasn't even opening them. Where the fuck was she?  We already missed our dinner reservations so that was fucked, and now we were about to miss the movie. I got In my car and started driving to her place. 

I got there in under twenty minutes but I ran a few lights. I hopped out and started ringing the door bell. Her mom answered. 

" Oh, your that Bobby girl right?"

"Uh Billie. Do you know where Rio is? I've been trying to get a hold of her we were supposed to hang out tonight."

"I don't know where that little brat is. Last time I saw her was a couple hours ago she was yelling at me for taking her pills so I assume she went to go get more?" 

"Pills?"

"Yeah she was crashing out over the fact I took em. You can wait inside if you want, she'll probably be back soon." 

She opened the door for me and I walked up to her room and sat on her bed. 

So she WAS still doing pills. I'd asked her not even a week ago and she said she had been clean. What a fucking liar. I felt tears stream down my face and I pulled out my phone and called my brother Finneas. He answered right away.

"Fin, she's a fucking liar." I said through tears.

"What? Billie, who? Are you okay"

"Rio, she's been doing drugs and lying to me. I stupidly believed she could get sober for me. And now I look like a god damn fool. And she's not returning my texts and apparently she went out to go get some more. She's been ignoring my texts and I was supposed to take her out tonight."

"Billie I'm sorry to hear that but you cant trust addicts...its a disease. I honestly don't believe she intentionally wants to hurt you but its harder to get sober than you may realize. Dating an addict can be draining maybe you wanna think about ending things..."

"Yeah I guess." I ended the call with Finneas and just laid on her bed. I didn't wanna break up with her but this hurt my heart so much. I wanted to make her feel okay and make her happy but I guess I wasn't doing enough because she felt she still needed the drugs. I started crying again. I missed her so bad right now but was so mad at her. She could have at least told me she wasn't gonna be able to make it tonight. 

I found one of her hoodies on the floor and grabbed it. It smelt just like her. Vanilla and Coconut. I curled into a ball on her bed and laid there hoping when I opened my eyes she'd be there.