Addicted To You- Billie Eilish Fanfic

first date

Rio's pov-

Me and Billie had been dating for about a week now and things were going super well. I think I was falling in love with her. 

There had been one small time though where she'd almost caught me about to pop a few pills. That was super scary. I didn't like hiding the fact that I did drugs from Billie, but everything was just going super well and I didn't wanna mess anything up. She'd told me before she lost a best friend from an overdose and I thought back to the time I almost died from an OD.

 I was with my ex at the time and when he found out I had been taken to the ER he told me we couldn't be together anymore because I put to much stress on him. I wasn't that to torn up about it though because I had also just found out I liked girls.

Tonight I was going on my first ACTUAL date with Billie. She got off work in an hour and was gonna pick me up. I was kinda nervous because I was running out of pills and couldn't get any until next week on Tuesday cause my plug had gotten caught up. It was Thursday now. So that meant 5 days. The last time I went into withdrawal was not cool. I needed to find a way to make these last few last. 

time skip- 

I put on my dragon fly necklace and texted Billie telling her I was ready. Within minutes I heard a honk downstairs. 

I had on a gray knitted dress that hugged my body perfectly, and some Black Retro Jordans. 

I waved my mom goodbye and told her I'd be back in a few hours and went outside to meet Billie in her sexy matte black dodge challenger. 

"Shit mama, you look so god damn fine." 

She got out and opened the door for me. She was so sweet like that. 

"I missed your sexy ass"

"You just saw me yesterday baby" I pulled down the mirror and applied some lip gloss.

"I know but I'm so attached to you. I need to be with you like every second I swear." 

I leaned over and kissed her on the cheek.

"I missed you to my love"

We drove the rest of the way singing to Radiohead and Gigi Perez. 

"Won't you kiss me on the mouth and love me like a sailor and when you get a taste can you tell me what's my flavor. I don't believe in God but I believe that your my savior..." 

We sang the rest of the song together with the windows down.

We finally pulled up to a nice fancy restaurant in LA. Billie jumped out, ran to my side of my car and opened the door. 

"Okay I'm paying tonight and I want you to get whatever you want"

I had recently came to the conclusion that Billie was super rich. She worked in a family business and I still hadn't figured out what it was that she did but I just knew her and her family made bank.

We walked inside, got seated, and ordered. We talked about random things and I told her about how I was planning on getting a new dog. A gray blue eyed pitbull I'd seen was for sale. She got super excited about the thought of us co parenting a dog. Animals made her soft as hell. 

About halfway through the dinner I started feeling like shit. My stomach felt weird and I could feel myself getting anxious and starting to sweat. Fuck I needed something. 

"You okay baby?"

"I-i'm good. I need to use the bathroom I'll be right back." 

"Are you sure your good?"

"Yeah I promise gimmie a second."

I walked to the bathroom and luckily no one was in there. I decided to just crush up the pills on the counter by the sink because it was easier than having to bend down over the toilet paper holder. After crushing them up I rolled the dollar bill up and did one. 

I heard the door open and looked through the mirror to see who it was. 

Billie was standing with the door halfway open just staring at me. 

"What the fuck Rio?" 

She slammed the door and walked out.