Addicted To You- Billie Eilish Fanfic

break up

Billie's pov-

Helping Rio get sober was a lot harder than I had imagined, but I loved her and would do anything for her to get better. Right now she was in my bathroom in the tub just soaking. I could hear her crying and moaning but last time I tried to go in there she snapped at me so I figured I'd make her some tea and just let her come to me.

I was watching Shameless when I heard a knock downstairs 

"FINNEAS WILL YOU GRAB THAT?" He didn't reply. "FINNEAS!" 

"Oh my god."

I got up and ran downstairs to open the door. Some big ass dude with tattoos all over his body including his face was standing there. 

"Do I know you?" 

"No you don't. But I'm looking for Rio. Her mom said she was here..so is she here?"

"Yeah. But I'm not just gonna let you in my house, who are you?"

"My names Giggles. Rio owes me money. I need to talk to her"

Giggles? There was nothing funny about this guy at all. Weird nickname. 

"I'll go get her. Wait here. She's...going through a hard time right now so just bear with her."

"Yeah whatever"

I ran upstairs and knocked on the bathroom door. "Baby can I come in?"

"Yeah"

I opened the door and saw Rio laying in fetal position on the floor. 

"Are you okay?"

"Better. I'm only laying like this cause it helps my cramps. Who was at the door?"

I squatted down beside her and moved the hair from her face. "Some guy named Giggles. He said you owe him money?"

She sat up immediately "What? I don't fucking owe him money I already paid him. Fuck. Did you let him in?" 

"No not yet. He's waiting at the door. What do you owe him money for?" 

She ignored me and hurried downstairs. I followed after her. I didn't wanna interrupt their conversation so I just stayed by the kitchen and eavesdropped. 

"I paid you already what are you doing here?" 

"Yeah you paid me but I didn't cum so you still owe me a band"

"Dude what? That was not the deal."

I stopped listening and walked over to the door.

"What the hell? Y'all fucked? When??"

Rio looked at me and I could see guilt all over her face. I didn't even let her explain. I ran upstairs, no way she was staying with me. I'm done with her ass. 

Rio's pov-

 I wanted to tell Billie what happened in my own time and definitely not like this. I asked Giggles if he could come back later and surprisingly he agreed. 

I ran upstairs after Billie and walked slowly in her room. She was throwing all my shit in a trash bag. Fuck. 

"Billie please, I was gonna tell you. It's just really complicated shit. It wasn't even like that."

She just kept throwing my shit in the bag and avoiding eye contact. 

"When did you fuck him?"

"Last week...but it wasn't like that please let me explain."

She scoffed and threw everything down.

"Last week? We've been together for almost 3 months Rio. You fucking cheated on me and didn't have enough damn respect to even tell me. I've been doing everything for you. Holding your hair when you throw up. Waking up at 2 in the fucking morning to grab you water or run you a bath and this is what I fucking get? I should have never started up with you after I saw you snorting shit."

I couldn't believe she said she wished she didn't start up with me. I know I was in the wrong but damn that stung. 

"Billie please can I just explain to you what happened? Then you can kick me out."

I tried grabbing her hand but she pushed me away. 

"No. Get the fuck away from me. I don't wanna see you again." 

She threw the trash bag at me and sat on her bed flipping through channels. There was nothing I could do. I walked out of her room and made my way to the door. I turned around to see if she was following me but she wasn't. I fucked it up. Just like I've fucked up everything else in the past. And I was finally getting better. I had almost gone 8 days without doing anything and Billie was the one who had helped me do it. And I just broke her heart and lost her.