Living Off Past Trauma.

Clear Blue

A/N: This song is about Adele's son♥️😟

2 days later

Onika Jones//Oni
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"Clear Blue, clear blue. Oh there's it." I said as I point to the Clear Blue pregnancy test. You might be wondering how I ended here well lemme take you down memory lane.

Flashback: Couple days ago

"Why the fuck am I vomiting?" I said to myself. I took my phone and went on Google. I typed in my symptoms and the first thing they showed me was... PREGNANT!!!!!!! The fuckidy fuck? No they joking.

Lemme call Lani, maybe she can help. On the first ring, she picked up. "Lani..." I said with a worried voice. "What what! What's wrong?" She asked with a panicked tone. "The internet says I'm pregnantttt." I cried. Like I'm actually crying and I don't know why.

"Girl you had me worried at first." I sighed. "I told you I have been feeling off lately so I typed in how I'm feeling on the internet and it said I'm pregnant."

"When was the last time you had your period?" She asked. I stilled. I knew she would ask me that Caz that's the first thing that show's you're pregnant. I can't tell her I haven't had my period since age fifteen. So I lied. "Uh-uhm... don't remember." I said. Way to go Oni. "If you think you pregnant then take a pregnancy test." She told me. I could but it would just be stupid. "Nah I'm not pregnant."

"Just take it will ya." She said. I rolled my eyes and replied. "I'll think about it." Aight.

End of flashback

I looked at the tests and frowned. Why the fuck are there three different types of ones. I thought it's just one. Ya know what ima just take all three. One pregnancy test with weeks indicator, one ultra early pregnancy test and two rapid detection pregnancy test.

I took them and walked to the counter. I paid for it and walked out so fast that I ended up bumping to someone. "Ouch. Sorry." I apologized as I look at the tall and big guy. Uh...why he-, he looks so familiar. Like I've seen him somewhere In my life. "Is alright." He smirked. He eyed me up and down and I just zoomed me out of there. Ew gross.

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Okay it's says to place the absorbent tip in a sample of urine collected in a clean, dry container for 20 seconds only. Replace the cap and lay the test stick flat. The Smart Countdown will be shown on the display so you know the test is working.

Okay okay easy... right. Why am I doing this, I'm not pregnant. Maybe the fact that Lizzo got pregnant is so overwhelming for me. Not that I'm jealous but I always wished that one day I be able to hold my own baby in my arm. To bad that dream was crushed by some psycho.

I did what I was supposed to do. "Now...we wait." So long lemme text Megan.

Doc🙂

Hey Morgan.
You busy?

Hey my dear.
I'm not busy, why?

Just asking.
Is it okay if I come later
on to your office?

Sure.
Is everything alright?