BLACK ROSE || HyunLix

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After Jeongin left, Felix couldn't stop thinking about what he said.

Despite being indignant, he's well aware that the resident doctor is right, he has been putting off reconciliation with his brother whom have tried more than once to get him to forgive him but Felix have been stubbornly loyal to Jisung and sees it as betrayal if he forgives Minho.

But it's been ten years since he last spoke to Jisung, the a day older male refused every contact or attempt by Felix to get his forgiveness and find out why he hates him.

And finally after all these years, he's ready to let go of the past and make a move in connecting with his brother again but before that he needs to call Hyunjin to cancel the plan for the day.

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After talking to Hyunjin and of course placating the sad big baby, promising him a next time, the older finally relented, Felix couldn't stop smiling even after the call ended.

He knows he's already in too deep and that too fast.

He picked up his landline and dialed Minho's number, that way he will take the call quicker without delay, since the landline is for emergency purpose.

"Hello Yongbok, is everything alright". Came his brothers worried voice, thinking that Felix is calling him for emergency.

"Everything's fine hyung, how have you been". The younger asked softly.

And those simple words were enough to break the unbreakable Lee Minho.

Felix heard sniffles from the other end but he stays silent, knowing his brother too well, he could feel his stress from his side of the phone.

He must have been holding it in, pretending to be strong and unfeeling, when in reality he's breaking apart, and having finally getting to hear the voice of one of the two people who can unravel him with just a word asking him how he's been, he couldn't contain the tears anymore.

And Felix let him cry to his heart's content, also feeling extremely guilty.

It has been ages since he have seen his otherwise strong brother break down so thoroughly like this and his heart breaks for him.

He should've been there for his brother, knowing somewhere in his mind that he's hurting after the break up with Jisung, but he chose to stand by a friend that apparently didn't value his friendship, throwing eight years of friendship away like it meant nothing, maybe his brother was right to break up with him after all, who knows.

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"I'm sorry Felix". His older brother spoke up still trying to pull himself together.

"It's okay hyung, you know you're allowed to feel too, right?". He said assuring him that crying isn't a sign of weakness but a reminder that he's still human and it's only right for him to feel emotions too.

"Hyung is really sorry, bokie, I'm so sorry". He apologized trying not to cry again.

"You're forgiven brother, I forgive you". Felix finally said those words loud and clear without any hesitancy anymore.

"I don't deserve your forgiveness bokie, what I did then was so terrible, I know I'm the reason your friendship with Jisung was ruined and I'm deeply sorry for that, truly". Lee Minho couldn't stop apologizing, feeling like a piece of shit.

"I should've forgiven you a long time ago hyung. The friendship between Jisung and I would've broken apart sooner or later, what happened between you two just sped up the process, don't be sorry for something that's not your fault. People break up everytime, and our friendship wasn't supposed to be affected but apparently I was forcing my friendship on Jisung, so it was just a matter of time. Anyway let's not talk about that anymore". Felix sighed feeling mentally exhausted from the thought of how his eight years friendship ended so easily.

"Okay then, how're you doing and work?". Lee Minho asked stirring the topic somewhere else.

"Everything's fine, work as well, I recently had a break through with a tough surgery". Felix relayed excitedly.

Minho hummed.

"Tell me about it". Of course he already knows but he knows how excited his brother gets when talking about his work, so he's ready to hear it again just for his brother's happiness.

"Well it's an open heart Appendectomy for a reoccurring appendicitis on a ten years old young boy who have already done two surgeries before...". He went on and on animatedly recounting everything that happened that day.

Hello fellas

Here's another chapter
More like a filler though

Siblings bonding time¿‽

I know it's been a while

My life lately have been terrible

My ADHD got worse
Ed started acting up after laying low for more than six months, it's really frustrating

So please bear with me, updates will be slow till I've gotten back on track.

I really don't want to take out my frustrations on this story cause I might

1. finish it early
2. Sad ending
3. Shitty writing with a lot of grammatical errors.

But I'll be fine (hopefully).

I haven't been to social medias lately, so I don't really know what's going on with the world

Except
Donald Trump's win
SeungHwan(I don't know if I spelt it correctly, I'm too lazy to browse it up)leaving Riize, which I think is a shitty decision by SM(though he made us aware it's his own decision)for letting him go.

And there goes HYBE involving our boys in his mistake trains (I don't know the validity of the claim)

The most painful of them all, though it's been a while is Jeonghan's enlistment 😭.

GIANT is coming or is it here already, I can't keep up with the storm in my brain 😢

If I remember something else, I'll add it later
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Shalom ✌️
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