BLACK ROSE || HyunLix

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A.N: Make sure to read 32 before this
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Felix paced around his living room deep in thought.
It's currently 2pm and he's at home instead of the hospital.
Well the director gave him permission to go home after a disaster of a morning.
He couldn't concentrate at all. Messed up his rounds and almost endangered the life of a patient in the O.T, thanks to Jeogin, the patient survived but also thanks to Jeogin he's such a mess.
His director had gotten wind of the news and had immediately sent him home, telling him to resume when he's properly rested.
He did not confront the resident doctor, he just couldn't. So he still thinks Felix is in this mess cause of Hyunjin. Which though not entirely true, it's not a complete lie either.

He stared fixedly at his phone. After taking a deep breath, he finally dialed the number that he has been staring at.

The phone was answered on the first ring.
“Yongbok?”. His brothers voice echoed with slight worry.
“Yes hyung, it's me”. Felix answered feeling the strain in his own voice.
“Everything alright?”. He asked softly and Felix almost burst to tears again but he already cried enough, he doesn't think he can handle anymore crying.
“No hyung, nothing is fine”. His hoarse voice answered.
"Talk to me,lixie. What is it?”. Lee Know asked in concern.
“I-I-wa-nt to see you in per-s-on hyung”. He let out in between sniffles.
“You want to talk to me in person?".
Felix nodded but then remembered that his brother can't see him and answered instead “Yes”.
“This is unexpected Bbokie, but sure. Do you want me to arrange the place?”.
Only his brother can call him so many nicknames at once.
“Yes hyung”. Felix affirmed.
“Okay then, I’ll send you an address right now, see you soon”. He stated.
“See you hyung”.
He hung up the phone.

He needed to get ready, at least to look a bit decent, cause he's well aware that he looks like a zombie experiment gone wrong.
Red puffy eyes. He noted looking at himself in the mirror, nothing can be done about it.
Snot and the remainder of the river of tears that had flooded his face. He didn't know that he has that much tears. Something can be done about this one.
Overall, he looked exhausted. No wonder his director had concluded that he needed rest. The man must've been wondering what he did when on leave. If only he knew. Felix sighed.
His phone beeped. He checked it and saw that it was a message notification from his brother about the location of the place where they are to meet.
He typed in his own response, assuring him that he will be there soon.
He went into his bathroom to take his bath and heard his phone ring and go off. 
He internally wondered who might be calling. It couldn't be his brother so he ruled out that option. Couldn't be Jeogin either, since he's not in the hospital, the resident doctor will be busy attending to his patients in the recovery room. So there's only one option left. As if on cue, the phone rang again.
His heart hammered intensely. He hated it, he hated the effect Hyunjin have on him. He hated how deeply he has fallen. And he hated how badly he's hurting. He hated it all. Which is why he have come to the conclusion that he will never have anything to do with Hyunjin anymore.
How hard could it be?
Very hard.
It's going to be so hard.
His heart echoed.
But he didn't care, he will get over him and move on. He must. 

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He tapped his foot impatiently while waiting for his brother.
He's currently sitting on a sofa in a VIP room of a strip club, yes a gay strip club. The name is ‘DELILAH’S SIN’. The flashy display made it difficult to ignore it. Even in the VIP room he's sitting in, the name keeps flashing around the wall, making itself known, irritating Felix even more.
Where the hell is Lee Know and why's he taking so long?
Felix couldn't figure out why Lee Know will arrange to see him in a strip club of all places.
As if summoned, his brother walked in, looking as gorgeous as always.
It has been so long since Felix have seen him but instead of looking older, his brother looks younger at 35. Just three years older than Felix.