Poem #32

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I don't think I've ever been this sad
I don't think I've ever hated myself so much
I don't think this could get any worse
But then I look at you,
And I realize that I'll never be good enough
Never be beautiful enough
Skinny enough
Smart enough
And then I see that it can get worse
It can get way worse just with a single glance from you to me
With your perfect eyes and your pitiful smile
When I look at those eyes I think to myself,
I don't think I have ever been this sad.
- r.b.

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